Episode 64 – How to Invest in Movies with Jon Erwin

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October Baby. Mom’s Night Out. Woodlawn. I Can Only Imagine. What do these movies have in common? They’re all creations from the Erwin brothers. 

Jon and Andrew have had a passion for creating and making movies since they were young, and while we could talk shop about movies we love all day long, we asked Jon to pull back the curtain into the economics behind the big screen. 

How do filmmakers raise capital? Where do investors looking to get involved in entertainment? And of course, how does our Christian faith play into all of this? Listen in to find out…


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Jon Erwin: There’s never been a more powerful tool of storytelling than mass entertainment. It’s America’s second largest export behind agriculture. You know, there’s enormous infrastructure being built worldwide, completely flips the model of sharing the gospel because countries pay for American movies. And if you can cross a certain threshold of success, these movies go on global autopilot and these countries are paying you. And so it’s an incredible model to get the gospel around the world. It’s an industry that we’ve historically been underrepresented for quite a while. As Christians, I think it’s our fault. I don’t think you can blame it on some evil Hollywood agenda. I think we’ve abandoned the playing field. In my experience, people are open. They just don’t. I mean, like the chairman, the motion picture group was a great friend, a mentor at Lionsgate. I’m the only Christian he knows, you know, and that’s Christianity’s fault. So I think we got to stop blaming some evil conspiracy that doesn’t exist, in my opinion. And I’m deep inside the industry and we got to get in the dating game again.

Henry Kaestner: John, it’s awesome to have you here, thank you for joining us.

Jon Erwin: Thanks for having me. And love the theme of your podcast. I remember when we did the deal at Lionsgate, we make movies there, the studio. They said, what’s most important to you? This was after the movie. I can only imagine. I said I’d like to be seen as an entrepreneur first and a filmmaker second. And so I think I actually value just entrepreneurism over entertainment. In a way. There’s so much creativity in the process of creating, you know, a company or a revenue sort of engine or a story for a film. There’s a lot of creativity in both. And so thanks for having me on for sure.

Henry Kaestner: Yeah, you’re on the right program then, obviously. So one thing we like to start every show off with is getting a little bit of your background. So tell us about growing up in your own household, your relationship with your brother when the movie-making becomes something you thought about pursuing after you thought about entrepreneurship.

Jon Erwin: Yeah, well, I’ll say this. Some details of the story I’m not recommending. I remember doing a program I think called Money Life, and some of it was like that person was condoning lying. I’m like, I’m not I’m just telling you what happened. I’m just going to preface it with that. But I was born and raised in Birmingham, Alabama, and love the South. I live in Nashville, Tennessee today and commute to L.A. And when I was probably 12, I started working at a cable station and when I was 15, and to anyone that’s young and interested in filmmaking, start now the tools that’s never been as readily available. One of the great assets I had was just to start, you know, very young, you know, probably 10 years younger than most people. And in the providence of God, just he opened up an incredible door when I was 15 at the University of Alabama. We got it.

Henry Kaestner: We got to stop here. So, William, huge Alabama fan.

Jon Erwin: So I could say right here, am I able to say roll tide? Because all can say it sings to my heart, John.

William Norvell: You know, I get I get made fun of all the time on the show with people. And I talk about, you know, how successful we are all the time and just bothers people.

Jon Erwin: You know, Roll Tide in Alabama is a way to say hello goodbye. It’s a way to affirm, you know, healing. Yeah. It’s a way to sit in going for it. It’s a there’s many uses to roll tide.

William Norvell: You know, we need a link to the ESPN commercial and the bottom of the podcast.

Jon Erwin: Mini, an Alabamian has died and their last words were all tied before doing something really stupid. But anyway, it will roll tide, by the way, at any rate, a cameraman got sick three hours before the kickoff and I was apprenticing for a cameraman for my church named Mike. And for about a year I worked for him for free, carried around a tripod.

And he called me and he said, John, get over here right now. I told him I knew a guy like me. Lying is such a strong word. It’s like just neglect to inform them of your age and your level of it. Just don’t say anything at all. Just get over here. So I got in the car. My dad drove me over because I didn’t want him, but I couldn’t drive. He dropped me off four blocks from the stadium. I walked in and did what Mike told me to do. Just basically he didn’t say anything. He just said, I’m here and I’m I’m one of you and all that stuff. And I went up to Karma for and football shoots is the highest camera in the stadium. She’s up and down the field like field goals. And I was used to cameras that were very small. And this was like a telescope was huge and the lens was so powerful it could zoom in and out of a quarter of the moon. So I was just this kid is fifteen year old, homeschooled, conservative, you know, never met anyone that wasn’t a Christian, you know, share my world view kid that had just sort of joined the circus. I was literally zooming this camera just in and out of the moon and having the time of my life. And I just I got bit hard by the entertainment bug. I fell in love that day and they paid me three hundred dollars. I had never seen that much money. We didn’t have a lot growing up at all. So then I was really in love. And I remember I played basketball all the time. And we have another podcast on sports. And my coach called me and said, Are you come out for the team? And I’m like, Now they’re paying me to film games. And he didn’t have a response for that. So that was the end of sports for me. But the next week, crewing agent called me because I was, you know, Birmingham, Alabama, again, providentially is right in the heart of the SEC, which is the best conference anyway. And so there’s games within a five, six hour radius everywhere. So occurring agent called me and said, are you a freelance camera operator in Birmingham, Alabama? And I didn’t know if that was three individual jobs and I had to pick one or if that was one job. So I just said, yes, that’s I’m that that’s what I did. So she sent me down to Auburn and did another game there. And is that the airable or are involved on the air but just didn’t Auburn football game and the Auburn stadium was always very cold. At any rate, I work for ESPN really full time after that. And when I was 16 years old, my dad used money he didn’t to help me get a camera, probably the best gift I’ve ever received. And he helped me and secure a ten thousand dollar loan, which you probably shouldn’t do. There’s a lot in this story you shouldn’t do for a sixteen year old. And he taught us something that has stayed with us. He just said dream bold, dream big dream the impossible. And we’ve tried to live up to that. Ever since and we just started making stuff, you know, I think that there’s a great principle I love to read and I would just highly recommend reading. And there’s a great book called Outliers. And Malcolm Gladwell, the author of that book, talks about a principle called The Ten Thousand Hour Rule that there’s no overnight success in anyone that’s kind of achieved sort of breakout in anything, has spent 10000 hours honing and mastering their craft. And I think as craftsman, as Christians, we don’t respect the season of preparation that precedes a season of influence. And sometimes the season of preparation is a lot longer. And so we just started making stuff and made all kinds of stuff. I don’t remember. I mean, I filmed so many weddings and surgeries and birthday parties and used car commercials and all kinds of stuff, but just round and round the Praxis track, learning my craft. And I think people get it wrong when they consider film an art form. An art is something you express. I consider this a craft. A craft is something you master over a long period of time and just made all kinds of stuff. And then the Christian artist, Michael W. Smith and Amy Grant, the music artist, gave us a break for reasons I still to this day don’t understand, to do music videos for them. And the first one we did for somebody went to the top the charts, and that led to a career doing music videos, working for just a ton of both Christian and country artists and winning a lot of awards. But it was still just a job.

Henry Kaestner: Give a story on that before I go off, because I came of age in the MTV generation is a lot of our listeners did. And so we’ve never talked to anybody on this podcast. It actually made a music video. Give us a good story behind the scenes and music video.

Jon Erwin: There are many, but I’ll tell you one, we used to write these enormous treatments, five, six, seven page treatments and a label would give a song out to 10 or 20 directors, and we’d all compete by writing treatments and then they would award the video. Well, and then I had one at a time, music video of the year, I think three years in a row. And so we didn’t quite have to write as long as treatments. And so there was this band is very sort of heavy rock band, great band called Skillet, and they had a song called Hero. And so I wrote a treatment that just said, basically the band’s singing at night. Things start to blow up. Then it starts to rain. Then it rains and things start to blow up. Then everything blows up the end and gave it to the band and they’re all like, let’s do it. There’s a little paragraph treatment. And so we got all these pyrotechnics and a lot of special effects and a lot of water and things you typically don’t want to mix like water and electricity and fire and gasoline bombs and all that stuff. And I love that stuff. At any rate, the first take the drummer, I forget the name. It was their first video and she was the drummer, so she was the closest to it all. And so we go through the first take and then we yell cut. And she runs screaming because she didn’t know because it was the first video that she could stop to take if she didn’t feel safe or whatever. And so she runs screaming for a trailer. So I’m like, Andy, you should sort of deal with that.

Andy, he deals with the gas, the actors. And then I sat down in her seat and I’m like, Hey, guys, just give it to me full. And it was the propane mainly. It’s like big fire, you know, sort of like patterns of propane. And so they gave me everything. And I’m like, yeah, I feel like my skin’s melting off. We should move the band forward, you know, and no one was hurt. She’s OK. But yeah, that’s called a skillet hero. I think we can see that honestly. It’s actually the most watched Christian video of all time. Well, that one or the movie they did monster that we did for them, I think is like 250 million views. One of them is put a link to that in the show notes and maybe that’s monster. We did Monster and Hero back to back. It was great fun. Anyway, I love that type of work. And so I went to direct the second unit on a movie called Courageous, a faith based film. That real Cinderella Story, a church in Georgia called Sherwood, was doing movies that Sony was releasing. And they were very successful and they had just done a movie called Fireproof that had done very well.

And they were doing this movie Courageous, and they made them primarily with church volunteers. So they’re like a thousand church volunteers. Well, courageous. They want to do a cop movie. They want to do action scenes, foot chase scenes, car chase scenes. Well, these are like wonderful things, like chase scenes in movies. You never want to combine them with church volunteers, or somebody will die, you know, in the process of making the movie. So I was brought in as a second unit director to just do the action sequences and try to get inside Alex’s head and execute those scenes for him in a safe environment with professionals and had great fun. And Alex, you know, Southern Baptists, sometimes I think the the most powerful thing in your life can be the right question. And Alex asked me a question and he just said, John, what’s your purpose and the purpose of your work? And I couldn’t answer it. And not only could I not answer it, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. And the whole time working for them on their film, I couldn’t stop mulling over this question of, like, not what do I do? And by the way, that’s a great question for anybody. Simon Sinek wrote a great book, Start with Why just fantastic book and the idea most people know. What they do, some people know how they do what they do. Very few people know and articulate in lead with why they do what they do. And so it was just a process of thinking about why we did what we did and what our purpose was. And that led us jumping into the fray of faith based filmmaking, which is an honor. It’s very rare thing to be working in an industry that is emerging in such a way that you can have your fingerprint on whatever it becomes. And that’s an honor to be an early pioneer in something. I remember talking with gymnast and we were doing a film, Woodlawn together, and he said, I see you and Andy and Alex and Steven and Devon Franklin and these other guys as like frontiersmen. And I said, thank you, Sean. That’s high praise coming from you. And he says, you know, John, most frontiersmen die on the frontier. Settlers are like, well, the trail will be clearly marked and will be frozen, pointing to the summit. But it’s an honor to sort of you know, if you think about what Michael W. Smith and Amy Grant, who launched our careers and music videos, did for music, they were early pioneers in what has become a platform that a lot of young people can be heard. That was our career to calling moment after the movie Courageous.

William Norvell: Oh, well, that’s an amazing story. Amazing story. Woodlawn, also nice Alabama film. Yeah. Yeah.

Jon Erwin: Real Black Bear Bryant after that, starting with a movie called October Baby. We got into the business of independent filmmaking and I like the quote from then on the Mike Tyson quote, Every boxer has a plan till he gets in the ring, gets punched in the face. You know, you get the ring and you learn. But that was the jumping off point to what we do now.

William Norvell: That’s awesome, John. And so walk us through a little bit. So you’ve got independent filmmaking and now you’re in Hollywood as well. You mentioned you commute back and forth, L.A. and you mentioned Lions Gate. Walk us through what that world looks like. I think some of our audience probably just doesn’t understand. Probably a lot of misperceptions on, you know, hey, it’s Hollywood antagonistic to faith driven films or does it matter as long as you make a really good movie? How that tightrope work? How do you think about yourself and the movies you’re making sort of coming through and out of a place that I think most people may think wouldn’t necessarily like it?

Jon Erwin: That’s a great question. I would say the majority of what we did for a while was outside the system. October baby, we had to raise the money to make and also to market. It cost a lot more to market and release a film that does to make it second film we did send out.

We did with Sony and then the third film we did Woodlawn. We did independently as well as I can only imagine. And the more success we achieved, you know, the more that, you know, it’s fun to sort of operate and develop a direct relationship. You know, one of the things that you can do today is develop a direct relationship with the consumer base, and that is very powerful today. So the more you do that, the more the existing sort of industry comes to you. And now we’re in business with a wonderful partner, Lionsgate. And I would just say there’s never been a better time. I mean, I like this verse in acts where Paul says of David that he served the purposes of God in his generation. That’s cool. Like the gospel never changes, but you got to own your time. Right? And so the way to get it to people does change. And I think that there should be a strong sense of ownership of I’m going to own the tools of my time and infuse them with the gospel. And I think when you think about it from that perspective, there’s never been a more powerful tool of storytelling than mass entertainment. It’s America’s second largest export behind agriculture. You know, there’s enormous infrastructure being built worldwide, completely flips the model of sharing the gospel because countries pay for American movies. And if you can cross a certain threshold of success, these movies go on global autopilot and these countries are paying you. And so it’s an incredible model to get the gospel around the world. It’s an industry that we’ve historically been underrepresented for quite a while. As Christians, I think it’s our fault. I don’t think you can blame it on some evil Hollywood agenda. I think we’ve abandoned the playing field. In my experience, people are open. They just don’t. I mean, like the chairman, Motion Picture Group is a great friend, a mentor at Lionsgate. I’m the only Christian he knows, you know, and that’s Christianity’s fault. So I think we got to stop blaming some evil conspiracy that doesn’t exist, in my opinion. And I’m deep inside the industry and we got to get in the dating game again. You know, now L.A. is the center of narcissism of the world, in my opinion. It’s like you could buy up every billboard in L.A. and put the words get over yourself and it would be a worthy investment. The entertainment industry is an interesting trifecta of sort of power, you know, money and sex. And so I think that there’s an interesting allure to it that my first manager said, you know, it’s not a business of psychopaths. There’s a bunch of really wonderful people, but it is one of those rare businesses where psychopaths can really flourish. So I think it’s not a safe place. But, you know, that’s not an excuse for us not engaging and harnessing the power of this medium. I think it’s really important. And I think we’ve gotten way behind. And I also think that we’re in this little sort of window of time where there’s, you know, the perception that. Entertainment is cheesy or less than or not as good, I see that as a businessman and entrepreneur is a massive opportunity for a brand, but that’s another subject.

I think if you look historically like we had our second movie premiere was at the Chinese theater and Sony put on a premiere for a movie there. And, you know, that’s like the Mecca for a filmmaker. But if you think about that theater, you know, the Ten Commandments are under glass inside. You know, from Charlton Heston’s movie and first movie premiere, there was Cecil B., the King of Kings. And, you know, there’s a lot of faith history. There was a time where faith based films were the epics and the blockbusters of the day. If you take the European art tour, you know, there’s an incredible fusion between faith and art. So we’re in this sort of ditch that we got to work our way out of and I think we can wear. Christian films are associated with poor quality for a lot of reasons. That would take a long time to unpack. But I do think it’s something that we can fix and that we can improve upon and then we can reestablish our voice and culture.

And I just think if you want this is the language of the time. If we want to communicate with a generation, this is the way to do it. And I think it’s ours for the taking. I don’t think there’s ever been a moment where Hollywood is this accessible. There’s just incredible opportunities for anyone that brings a relationship with an audience. So I think when you look at I can only imagine it shocked the system to such a great extent. It triggered this phenomenon called FOMO, which is the fear of missing out. We’ve never been this connected as a culture, but we’ve also never been this lonely. And so people have an extreme fear of missing out and a need to belong. And so whenever a group, whether it’s crazy rich Asians or Fault in Our Stars or I can only imagine what parasite, for that matter, whenever any group rallies together, champions and celebrates something, it tips over into cultural FOMO, into the zeitgeist, and that’s how you start getting millions. Our unified voice is very powerful and very leverage able. And I mean, the industry thinks differently. I think LA’s problem is they think everyone is just like them and thinks like them.

And certainly a certain political mindset is somewhat of a religion. And I find we’re just not represented. There’s some Christian groups that try to influence Hollywood from the outside, but the entertainment industry is so specific you have to influence it from the inside. And that means you’ve got to get really good at what you do and you got to hold tight to your values while you do it. And I just think that there’s enormous opportunities. I think we’ve only scratched the surface of what faith based films could become. I think that there’s a generation of talent behind and, you know, that will far outshine and out exceed our accomplishments. And I just think that we could make an enormous difference over the next decade in the entertainment industry. You know, my Bible says on this rock, I build my church and the gates of hell will not prevail against it. Nobody’s going to throw a gate at you. Nobody’s going to attack you with a gate. A gate is a defensive mechanisms. Gates are meant to be stormed. So we really need to embrace an offensive playbook culturally instead of a defensive playbook to reclaim our voice.

Jon Erwin: But that’s interesting. So I want to ask one question on that. So what is a faith based film mean to you? To people looking like I can think of your films, then I can think of you know, I think Angelina Jolie produced Louis Zamperini story on Brogan. And then, you know, some people were mad. It didn’t go enough into faith, but it was a story. It was pretty accurate to the book in my personal opinion. The book I read right, it maybe left out some things, but it was directionally accurate. You know, what does that phrase mean to you? And is it a broader hey, there’s multiple categories of that. But and so when you’re encouraging people, I’m interested in what are you encouraging them to do? What type of films, what type of influence could be achieved there?

Jon Erwin: That’s a great question. That’s a loaded question. It’s a question of great debate, you know, in the sort of entrepreneurism is space. One of the things that I think that you have to embrace as an entrepreneur is what differentiates you. And it’s OK to be different and to say, look, I love the work of all these people, but I see the world differently and here’s what I want to do. And there are faith based films that are meant to I think the sort of church term would be to edify the church. You know, they’re prescriptive. They’re films that are on topics that the church promotes. They’re meant for people sort of inside the church. And we start sort of almost by accident, really, on the film Woodlawn. And because it was so disproportionately used as a tool for evangelism, it’s fun to put a product in front of people and just watch how they use it. You know, I think one of the keys to being an entrepreneur is just extreme empathy for your customer and how they’re using the product. And we just start seeing tens of thousands of teenagers with Woodlawn come to Christ. And with the movie being used as a tool, we make decisions. Simon Sinek and in his book start with why I point this out. We make decisions emotionally and we back them up logically. So when you have a tool that goes straight for the heart, that’s just the way the brain is wired. That’s what God made us. And maybe that’s why Jesus told super relatable emotional stories and then he explained their truth. So the way entertainment works. I call it setting a volleyball that others spike, I’ll give you an example, there was a woman watching, I can only imagine with her son, I think, in Australia, and they were leaving the theater. And behind them was a woman they’d never met. Probably they had some sort of similar story, Dennis Quaid in the movie. And she was sort of wrecked. And she said to them, Are you guys Christians? And they said, Yeah, hello, nice to meet you. Are you? She said, no. But whatever happened to Dennis Quaid in this movie? I need to happen to me and I just need someone to explain it to me. Can you help? And they led her to Christ right there in the theater. So what a piece of entertainment. The way we design it is our when is when someone says, I need what’s in this movie, whatever’s in this movie I need in my life. And that’s happened over a hundred thousand times on the movies that we know of. And they just are these tools for people to take their results. Like if you show a youth group, if you present the gospel to youth group, you’ll have some sort of result.

But I guarantee you, if you show that same group, Woodlawn or I can only imagine you share the gospel after your results will be massively amplified. And that’s just because the movie is working on a heart level. The movie is working on a story level. A movie in its nature is a vicarious experience. That’s why it’s so powerful. That’s why it’s so dangerous. We typically observe art with movies or television. We enter the story and we experience the life of the character as if we were living in ourselves. It’s that powerful. And so when you give people a vicarious experience of the power of the gospel to change their life, they crave it afterwards. And it creates a window of time where they’re exponentially more likely to be open to the truth of the gospel with someone in their life at the local level. And that’s what we do.

So our simple metric, I guess, is we want to tell stories that are entertaining, cost as much to go to my movies. It has to go to Star Wars. So we want to entertain first. If you want me to lose my mind, people that say, well, the film doesn’t have to be entertaining, the film doesn’t have to be good because it has the gospel in it. I will lose my crap like the film should be. We should earn the message, not use it as a crutch for a poor product. So the film has to entertain and be emotionally relatable no matter what you believe. But it’s engineered to showcase the power of the gospel, to change your life or the power of the virtues of Christianity and society. And that’s our sort of funnel.

I don’t consider this to be a genre so you can do all kinds of different films that serve that same goal. But it’s film making on purpose and it’s films that are meant to lead people to life transformation. But that has to happen on the local level in relationship with people. So it’s so wonderful to see youth, pastors, moms, dads, football coaches, pastors use the films as tools to start life changing conversations. That’s the goal.

Henry Kaestner: So I love that. OK, so I want to switch gears a little bit and talk a little bit more about the investing side of things. You know, enough about our ministry to understand that faith driven investor is about changing them dynamic that so many of us have done for years, which is to have all of our money run by a Merrill Lynch or somebody else like that over here in our left pocket. And then to the extent that we understand the biblical message of generosity, give away all the surplus or to different ministries over here, of course, a faith driven investor, we believe that we can accomplish many of those, if not all of those same ministry goals by storing our investment capital with an intentionality. OK, so you’ve just made the case, I think, very, very well for how movies by due to their vicarious nature through some of those examples in Australia and other thousands of times outside of movie theaters all over the world, how you’re able to accomplish that type of a ministry goal. And yet it’s also an investment by it’s right. Most investors say, OK, I think I’m getting the concept of faith driven investing. I can invest in a private equity fund or a real estate fund or maybe some public equities and things like that. But how in the world do you invest in movies? Where do you get started? And I’ve heard that these different tranches, the only people really make money are the distributors or whatever. Help us just navigate through all of that as you make the case that actually you can invest in these cultural change agents, if you will, and not only accomplish your ministry goals, as we just talked about, but maybe financial goals as well.

Jon Erwin: Help us. That’s exactly right. And to make something scalable and sustainable, you have to make it profitable. And I think that there’s a tendency in faith based filmmaking or faith based entertainment to sort of pull the finish line back to the results achieved and use poor performance or poor thinking to use the message as some sort of get out. Well, we got the gospel out, so it’s OK. And that happened. You know, I could talk about some early successes. Of course, the breakout that led to the Lionsgate deal is I can only imagine. So I could talk about the early models, but I’d like to actually hone in on failure because I think failure is really where you learn if you fail correctly, if you know how to fail. Correct.

Great retailers book principles great on that level. I love that book in terms of his process of you call looping, we did a movie called Woodlawn, by the way, that I get a mention.

Henry Kaestner: That’s first time radio has been mentioned on the Faith Driven Entrepreneur podcast. And I love that you did that for those people who had tuned in to the feature of an investor conference. You’ll notice Tracy Evans homage to Ray D’Alessio when he reaches for the Bible and he picks up, I think, the same book principles.

Jon Erwin: Yeah, it’s great. Yeah, that’s great. And Ray’s course not a believer, but his podcast on how to create a culture where the best idea wins is great. That led me to his book, which is much better and just a wonderful set of principles that work and a process for discovering principles through rapid experimentation and bite size failure. So I think to win, you got to learn how to fail. So we had some initial wins were October, baby made money, moms night out made money. They weren’t breakout hits. And I think we got a little cocky and we made Woodlawn now Woodlawn highest critical rating of any film. We’ve made our first eight plus cinema score.

There’s only about 70 films that have ever gotten any. Plus, it’s the highest grade an audience can give a movie, but I can only imagine to have that grade. We’re one of only seven directors that have to, but we made Woodlawn for about 11 million. We raised the money to make it and then we raised some of the Pinay, which is prints and advertising, which is the money to release it, but not all of it. And we didn’t sort of have control. And the long short of the stories, we didn’t accomplish our goals. We didn’t do what we set out to do. We needed to do about 20 million to break even a box office with only about 15. And it was the first real punch, you know, and what happened was, like you say, there was layers to the investment. So there was a lot of distribution fees and there was a lot of the play money in film as last in first out debt. And they got their money back, you know, with great interest rates. The money behind that, which is the equity, which is the people that are with you from the beginning, are buried at the bottom. And that was the first time I had not returned an entire investment. And I hate to lose like my role in life is like either we win or let’s play again, you know? And I just couldn’t sleep at night with the fact that we hadn’t returned the investment. About two thirds of all the money came back. But again, the equity investors took the biggest hit.

And we actually spent five months in a postmortem, which I won’t go into now, but just soliciting criticism from people inside and outside of the campaign experts. We just wanted to figure out. We wanted to learn. And that led to one hundred and seventy page playbook manifesto sort of postmortem. That was the playbook for I can only imagine. So all the thinking that led to this eighty six million dollar juggernaut that was, I can only imagine, came out of this thorough study of a failure. And I think it’s important to name it failure, because a lot of people think, oh, you got the gospel out and twenty five thousand kids were saved, but we didn’t accomplish our goals. And there’s a word for that. And it’s called failure. And I think stupid for Jesus is still stupid, you know, and we did some things that were dumb and we embrace those things. And we learned and there was a lot that we learned from I like this horse, shall said, quote, We’re leaders. That means we forfeited the right to make excuses. And so we embraced the idea that this is our fault and let’s just give that a hug. And we learned and out of that came a financial model. I would just say that God’s principles work even if they defy the status quo of your industry. And there was a status quo to my industry that these were two different classes of investors in your equity. Investors actually sit at the bottom and then either a studio or another investment group swoops in and you sort of graft into this vulture system and, you know, you don’t have any leverage or control, which are the two greatest words in my industry, at least. And you lose those things. And so you end up with fees that are out of control and a layered system and a totem pole of inequality.

And this whole category of money, this debt called Pinay to release the film, which is typically far in excess of what it takes to make the film. And that’s first in, last out. And typically in retiring that money, a lot of equity investors get screwed. And when I really started diagnosing the problem, the idea is no problem can be solved till it’s fully understood. So trying to take time to deeply understand a problem is a fun process and think your way to the bottom of it and understand its nature. I like read Alia’s book of looking at something as a machine, looking at a company as a machine and trying to understand the basic components of how that machine works. And, you know, basically this whole acquisitions market in film for studios relies on you bleeding out and having your movie and not having a means of getting your movie to the marketplace. Well, in any other business, if you just had the plan to make a widget but you didn’t have the playing time or money to market, distribute and sell your widget, you don’t have a business plan. You got a widget. Well, in film, somehow there’s just this recurring thinking that if we just get it made, everything else will happen. That’s not true. I couldn’t stay awake at night after I can only imagine because of the inequality of this financial model. And then I started thinking, like, if you look at the massive amount of Christian wealth, you guys know the stats a lot more than I do. Like, we should be able to spend our way back into the entertainment industry because there’s so much wealth within Christianity. So what’s wrong with the problem is it’s just been a lack of stewardship from people like me or other filmmakers or other people that don’t put the investor first. And people have lost money. Nobody likes to lose. And so most investors that could fund these things have either lost money in a film deal or know someone that has lost money on a film deal and that keeps the spigot turned off for entertainment as a sector. So we looked at that model of like, OK, here’s out of control fees, a whole category of money that swoops in, last in, first out, and then the people that we really love buried at the bottom. This does not feel fair.

What if we just took this sort of totem pole of inequality and turned it on its side and said, we’re going to create a blended vehicle and if you invest in this vehicle, 40 percent of your money will be deployed to equity, 60 percent to this payday, all your money making money. But we’ll have leverage to go out and get the deals that we want. And it’ll add stuff that doesn’t exist in the entertainment industry, like fairness and common sense, you know, and third grade arithmetic to the mix. And so we went out with that model with I can only imagine, and everyone inside the status quo and said, that’ll never work. These are two classes of investors. You’ll never raise the money because you’re also trying to raise more money and it just won’t work. That’s not how it’s done, but it just seemed fair and ethical. And so we went with it. And then at the time, I was living in Birmingham, Alabama, and I went to a wonderful church, a church of the highlands, the pastor there, because Hodges brilliant mind. And he was going over the financial model of the church. And typically, as a businessman, you sort of scoff at I’m saying we shouldn’t, but there’s this sort of thing like, oh, we’re smarter than churches. But he had this simple principle. I just I’m convinced life is about principles like discovered and applied. And he had this simple principle that basically the churches budget every year. Was 90 percent of their previous year’s budget, even though they grow 20 percent year over year. So the basic principle was they spent below where they were not projecting where they could go. They actually added margin. And so they’ve never done a capital raise and they’ve got like 150 million in cash and assets sitting in the bank. No debt because of the simple principle of margin.

What I realized is I was way over my skis trying to influence culture, betting really hard on where I thought we could go, not where we’ve been. So with I can only imagine we did this blended vehicle that added a dollar one return. We went out our whole pitch beyond the passion for the movie was let me just educate you how you or your friends have lost money in a film deal like it was a whistleblower pitch like this is what nobody else will tell you. And then here’s what we’re doing about it. If you don’t wanna be part of it, that’s fine, but at least you’ll be educated. And so we went out with that pitch and then we engineered I can only imagine we made a cheaper movie and we engineered it to be profitable at Woodland’s box office, which was fifteen dollars million. Now, I can only imagine did that amount of money in like two and a half days in the marketplace because we did like seventeen point one opening weekend. So everything between that number and the 86 million dollars that it achieved was margin and led to an enormous win for us and all the partners in a deal with Lionsgate. But it was a simple principle heard in a sermon.

Henry Kaestner: So I think if I have to I can’t go too much further, though, without asking, because it’s just stuck with me now. So the Church of the Highlands is one hundred and fifty million dollars in cash and they invest. This is something we can leave on the cutting room floor if this doesn’t go well. But I wonder, were they an investor in your film?

Jon Erwin: They were not. I’ve never gone out to anybody, but, you know, we work again. The other thing I think for entrepreneurs out there is just to know your investment type. I work with first generation, second generation self-made people with networks typically in the 10 to five hundred dollar range. I mean, there’s a few anomalies like the Green family is a wonderful family. They’re billionaires, but they don’t have that billionaire nest. Then they’re blue collar billionaires. You know, now, film is a it’s a speculative, high risk investment that belongs in the alternative side of your portfolio. So it’s for people that have money to burn that one to influence culture. And we structure the deals where you can make a fortune if the film hits. But, you know, I think the biggest thing for people in my line of work is you never take money that people need. And I think you put that out front and you lead with it. And we have an incredible track record, you know, with returning the investment in the money we make for people, because I think it’s all about hedging the bet. It’s all about modeling the downside, not getting stars in your eyes on the home run and really protecting that downside. So they’ve never I’ve never actually I’ve never thought of that. Maybe I should. But typically it’s people that, again, exactly what you’re saying that have done very well in some sphere of business and want to be a part of influencing culture through entertainment, through a profitable investment vehicle. But that’s structured to sort of change lives. So it was really through a thorough study. I just cannot recommend enough to entrepreneurs learn how to fail correctly in order to win and also just be constantly learning and seeking out knowledge and insight so that you can solve the problem. And I think if you can do that, if you can combine an extreme resilience with a certain level of intellectual curiosity, eventually you’ll win. You know, if you’re just the last man standing that won’t go away and you’re not afraid to confront your own mistakes and not take yourself so seriously and try different things, eventually everything will coalesce. And for me, that was March the sixteenth twenty eighteen when I can only imagine came out. And you know, again, it was interesting when my dad bought me that camera when I was sixteen, he said, if you give twenty years of your life, if you guys give twenty years of your life to something, you’ll really master it like if you stick with it. And it was twenty years almost to the month between buy me that camera and the release of I can only imagine. So I think it’s just about not giving up and learning and applying what you learn as an investor. If you’re looking at entertainment, I would say that I love one of our original investors, Raymond. He’s a wonderful friend in Dallas, Texas, and he said, you know, I don’t invest in movies. I invest in two kids from Alabama. I’ve always appreciated that about him.

But there is something to invest in, people, you know. And so I think if you’re looking at entertainment, invest in people that you believe in and stories that you believe in and ultimately voices that you want to see developed, I think that, you know, just know that, again, this should come out of an alternative side of your portfolio. There should be money that you’re not afraid to lose. The deal should be structured in your favor in the event that you win. For that reason, I love the industry that we get to work in because it is like brutally competitive. It’s like winner take all. And you have to embrace that. You can be a bare fisted capitalist and a Christian.

Not same time, you know, and it’s fun to win, you know, and we enjoy winning, but I think that when you look at this space, you know, you should again, look at it coming out of the attorneys to your portfolio. You should look at it as a means of influence and a means of developing talent and voices. You do need capital for a memorable call, patron. And the idea that every great move of God is paired with a patron and capital is the means of influencing in this space. But you just need to do it smartly. And I would say just understand that you need to hear a plan. Here’s some things that I would want to hear if I was taking a picture of filmmaker. First of all, I would want to hear a pitch from a filmmaker who also has a lot of knowledge about we don’t make films, we make films for people. And so you need to hear a filmmaker that has an extreme level. I would be listening for a sense of empathy and a great sense of knowledge on who the consumer is and who the film is for. A film needs to be made for a group, and my gotlib, who ran Samuel Goldwyn for many years, he taught me this great thing. He said, I don’t ever ask, is this a good or a great film? I ask, is this a great film for a group of people? How large is that group? And do I know how to get to them, you know? And so I would be listening for instead of like a lot of what happens is so passionate about the story and stuff like that, it’s like this is the film. And I really think this is the audience for the film. And let me tell you about the audience. I can tell you who the core consumer is for a faith based film down to their age where they live, how much their home is worth. You know, what is in their shopping cart when they buy the product, when they buy physical spending DVD, which they still do at Wal-Mart, as opposed to like lala land or something else. And so there just should be an extreme level. I just I’m a huge believer in extreme empathy when it comes to products. And so you should be listening for someone who has a relationship with an audience and has a knowledge of what that audience wants and is making a film for an audience and has some sort of a reasonable plan that has some sort of a logic of how they’re going to not only make the film, but distribute and release the film and market the film specifically. I think that there’s a horrible fault, some in entertainment. And typically this is why most people lose money in films, is because it’s a producer that’s really only thinking about getting the film made. And that’s a Herculean task. It’s so hard to make a film, but as a filmmaker, you climb that mountain and then the fog clears and you realize there’s a mountain twice as tall ahead of you that you weren’t prepared to climb. And that’s marketing and distribution. So I would look for a holistic plan to not only make the product, but take the product to the consumer. That makes sense. I do like this whole radio trick called the believability test in his company, which he wants to create a culture where the best idea wins. Everybody has a voice, but opinions are weighted and believable when someone who’s speaking has accomplished the thing in question more than three times successfully and has a great logic of cause and effect to back up their opinion, it just makes sense. I would look for that and then I would just know that the common problem and here’s a great question I would ask. The common problem in film is that there’s another category of money called prints and advertising, which is the money required to release a film nationally. So like, for instance, I can only imagine costs seven million dollars to make our initial Pinay budget was 13 and a half million, and then we scaled up to 19 million by the end. It’s very expensive to release a film nationally. So in the typical what I would call unfair system, not the studio system, but the acquisition system, the independent model, that money sits on top of the equity. And I would ask them, what’s your plan for the Pinay and just start opening that up as a discussion. I think that’ll show your sophisticated, but also show that you know how typically investors lose money and then the creative arts, you know, it’s all about empowering the right people and it’s all about talent and it’s all about, you know, working with artists is very strenuous at times, were complicated fonts. And so sometimes, you know, greatness is not going to be obvious. And so a lot of times what I do is I want to source down to the person doing the thing and make sure that person is qualified and present, oftentimes or not. So I would make sure if I were looking at a film investment that the talent is in the room and attached. A lot of times it’s sort of like you get pitches that are almost like it would be like a pitch of like, hey, I just hired Michael Jordan’s physical trainer. Let’s go make a basketball team. What’s your name? Michael Jordan. And so a lot of times you have like executives or business people, but the creative force needed to do the thing is not present in the deal. So I always try to hunt down to the bottom. Is their talent involved in this deal? You know, because it takes talent to create great art. And so I would look for that. I would look for a filmmaker that you really believe in. I do think overall it’s a worthy thing to invest in the entertainment sector. I think we should embrace that methodology of Caleb in the Bible when he said, give me this mountain, you know, to Joshua. And I think we should look at that hill with the Hollywood sign on it, with that same mantra of light. God, give us this. We want our voice back. Culturally, I just think you need to be smart about it and you need to be educated about it. And I just believe in giving. I think we keep repeating each other’s mistakes because we’re not sharing information. And I think that the way out of this is to share information. One of the things I did, I haven’t released it yet, but during College Board, I did a lot of teaching series on like ones on film writing, ones on how to raise fifty million dollars for films. And I go over all of the financial models in distribution, how to make money and where you get screwed and how to approach. It’s more for the entrepreneur side, but all the information’s in there. Happy to share that when it’s done. It’s just a way to try to get the information out there so that we can stand on each other’s shoulders. I think overall, you know, we should be encouraged that the ability to influence the world through entertainment has never been more accessible. I do defy the evil Hollywood agenda methodology. I don’t believe in it. And I’ll give you an example. I was talking after doing the Lionsgate deal. Lionsgate is the newest of the major studios, but they did like The Hunger Games and Lala Land and the John Wick films. And Joe’s the chairman of Motion Picture Group at Lionsgate. Wonderful guy, great mentor, great friend, really smart guy. And shortly after we did the deal, he said, hey, John, let me ask you a question, because you’re like the only Christian I know. He had just come in and taken over the Motion Picture Group and he said, there’s this book that’s floating around that was optioned sort of before my time, but there’s some momentum for it. And I just was wondering, it’s called Zealot The Life and Times of Jesus, the Messiah. I’m sorry, Jesus of Nazareth.

You know, you’re the only Christian I know what Christians like that think. I had read it like couple of times. I said, and the basic premise of Zealot is that Jesus was just a rebel leader, that Rome crucified like a Braveheart character. And all of the divinity stuff in Christianity was just added on later. And it’s not real. So no, Christians wouldn’t like it. But I was like, how do I explain this to you in words you can understand?

And I’m like, that would be like if I brought you a pitch for Harry Potter under the basic premise that magic wasn’t real, you’d have a kid running around London crazy with the stick. The fans would hate it. And that’s what this is. You’re taking the force out of Star Wars. You’re taking magic as a story. You’re taking out what the fans want out of the story. That’s what this is. And I said, look, I think my audience will be wrapped around this building with pitchforks and torches. I’ll go talk to him, but I don’t think they’ll isn’t. They’re going to burn your house down, man. And he laughed and he said, I get it if we won’t do that. And I said, if you don’t know what I think we should do, I mean, you do like a trilogy on the Apostles, like a character drama, like a band of brothers type thing on a generation that literally, you know, this family, this group of guys that shape the world as we know it today in one generation completely under equipped. That’s what I would do. I do a trilogy called Apostle’s is like, OK, I’m like, what is it? Let’s do that. I’m like, that’s a huge. That’s a massive. That’s a big. And I’m like, just.

He’s like, that sounds great, let’s go do it. And so that’s one of the things that we’re working on and developing, it’s going to happen. My point is, let’s say I wasn’t in the room. Joe doesn’t know. Let’s say Zellar gets made and let’s say every Christian conservative blog out there is like the evil Hollywood agenda. It wasn’t an evil agenda. It was a lack of knowledge because there’s no one in his life representing our audience.

It’s our fault we’re not in the room. And to know that I’m the only and it’s funny, we did the Lionsgate jump in was the CEO of Lionsgate is a great guy and he’s a good friend. And when he came out, did the deal, came out of his office, one of the heads of the departments waved me over. He’s like, come here, come here. And I’m like, hi, I’m Johnny told me his name. And he said, I want you to know I’m a Christian and I’m here. And there’s a few of us and we’re really glad you’re here, you know.

And after I said that, I think this is like you can come out about it, you know, I came in through the front door. They’re pay me a lot of money to be here. And this is your moment, you know? So I think that there’s just a complete lack of representation. And again, I love that or shows like what were leaders, which means we forfeited the right to make excuses. I just think as Christians, we have to take on the mantra. We have to stop blaming and we have to engage and we’re not in the game in Hollywood. That is our fault. There was a time when we were I don’t know why we’re not today, but we’ve abandoned the cultural playing field and we’re suffering the consequences. And I think the only way to get to a generation is to get back in the game. So I think before you change the way you act, you have to change the way you think. And we have to start thinking differently about the nature of the problem when it comes to entertainment, because I think we’re in this perpetual victim mindset and we’re getting nowhere with that mindset. And I think that mindset, you know, we all have the right to our own opinions, but we do not all have the right to our own set of facts. You know, there’s one set of facts, and I’m deep inside the industry. The facts don’t line up with our opinions on the issue of evil Hollywood agenda. It’s our fault. And if it’s our fault, it’s ours to fix. And I just think that we need to get in the game and we need to trailblazer a little bit and get some paths where a lot of other Christians can follow us. I just think that there’s enormous talent emerging and we need to give them a voice and we need to give em a voice as quickly as we can. The only way to do that is to be smart and to be smart, not artists, to be smart entrepreneurs and to do smart investments and to learn and to embrace the idea that the entertainment value of the product, the success of the product in the marketplace is as important as the message we’re putting into it, because that’s the way we make the scalable and sustainable over the long haul.

William Norvell: John, thank you for joining us. This is just been amazing. I’m just thankful for you sharing this and being a part of this industry. And unfortunately, we do have to come to a close. And the way we love to close our shows is exactly what you have laid out in what you do for a living. So no pressure, but we’d love to see how God’s word transcends our guest and our listeners. And it’s just amazing the stories we get to hear where God was working on your heart on a certain piece of scripture. And one of our listeners needed that as an encouragement or an admonishment or exhortation or whatever that may be today. And so if you and I we invite you to share where God has you and his word could be something you’ve been studying for months, could be the season, could be something he told you this morning. But just invite us into your world and in your study of his word.

Jon Erwin: Yeah, I mean, a couple of things. Number one, on the level of just being an entrepreneur, one of the things I like is when Paul in Philippians three says, you know, not that I have already attained or already perfected, but I follow after so that I can sort of apprehend that for which I’ve also been apprehended. And he said, I don’t allow myself to sort of have done this. I was forced to memorize in the King James version because I’m from Birmingham, Alabama Baptist, he says. But this one thing I do, forgetting what’s behind and reaching towards what’s ahead, I press on towards the price of my calling of God in Christ Jesus. I think that idea of relentless focus, you know, and just focusing on a few things that are important instead of a lot of things that aren’t important, I think as an entrepreneur would be my advice. And I think that that just keep the main thing, the main thing. Know what your purpose is. No. What you want to achieve. No. What’s most important and not necessarily just what’s most urgent and just chase those things relentlessly. I think the people in my industry that succeed have a level of relentless drive and passion, energy and focus that’s uncommon. And I think that’s biblical. I would say on a personal level, you know, we’re doing this covid document. I’m not really allowed to talk about it, but I’ll mention a little bit on sort of the all encompassing history of Christian music. And every artist in the world is involved in it because they all had nothing to do. And one of things I love about it and then I just thought about the Bible. So many of us feel like we’re not equipped, therefore we can’t be called like I’m a messed up human being. I have problems. You know, I’m working in the entertainment industry. I don’t have a college degree. I’m from Birmingham. And then you read through the Bible. And it was just interesting with the music. How all these artists sort of built on each other’s shoulders and then built something really magical and inspired the world with their music, with a lot of flawed people in there, a lot of tragedy, a lot of betrayal, a lot of heartache, and yet great music, wonderful people, but flawed. And then you look through the Bible and God goes out of his way to call flawed people for reasons unknown, I think. So he gets the glory instead of us and you know, the whole jars of clay idea. And I think that that was a great inspiration to me, because I think if you look at yourself, you can say, you know, I’m just not good enough, I’m not a good enough Christian or I’m not educated enough or whatever. There’s always that. And I think to just rest in the idea of God called me, I didn’t call me. And because I’m called, he’s going to qualify me. Right. So God qualifies those that he calls he doesn’t call the qualified. And you don’t have to be perfect or be unflawed to be able to relentlessly chase your calling and be a person of influence and great influence to be educated. You don’t have to do what the world would say is the person that would. A buddy of mine Mike Flaherty founded a company called Walden that I really like. They made the Narnia films and he’s a believer. And he’s like, if Lionsgate only knew that they’ve rested the future of their studio into home homeschooled kids from Birmingham, Alabama. You know, and I just think that if God puts a calling in your life, you don’t have to feel like you’re qualified to use your gift. And that’s probably really recently been on my heart and soul in mind just from this documentary that we’re working on. And I’m far from perfect. And yet God called me and I’m far from qualified, and yet God called me. And I think you can be, too. So I think that that’s what’s probably most on my mind these days.

William Norvell: Amen, Amen, Amen such a great place to end. And especially as most of our entrepreneurs see see big dreams and see something in their soul where God’s gone towards it and there’s no lack of naysayers or you shouldn’t do that or whatever that may be. So I just thank you for sharing that message. Thank you for spend time with us. Thank you for running towards a place where people have run away from in such a great way.

Jon Erwin: Well, you guys, too. And thanks for putting the resources out there, both for entrepreneurs and for investors to make a difference in the world. You know, again, many of the things that I didn’t know the difference between I can only imagine massive success. And Woodlawn was not a better movie. I had to become a better leader. I had to become a better entrepreneur, and we had to become a better company and we had to model some smarter financial principles that are universal. So thanks for taking the time to put resources out there. And thanks for your podcast. Thanks for having me on. God bless you guys.

Episode 47 – Moving Generosity from Obligation to Opportunity with Daryl Heald

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Today’s guest is a friend of the podcast, someone we look up to and respect, but someone we’re also happy to call a friend. Daryl Heald is the Founder of Generosity Path. For more than twenty years, Daryl has traveled internationally sharing the message of biblical generosity. 

In his role with Generosity Path he focuses on mission-related activities: strengthening and developing relationships with champions, facilitating Journeys of Generosity (or JOGs) and trainings, as well as encouraging businesspeople to be generous. 

He’s here to share his personal story, to give us a primer on what it means to be generous, and explain why you never meet an unhappy generous person.


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Daryl Heald: The big idea here is for us to see it as opportunity, not obligation. Right, so we kind of think that when you say investing, giving generosity, the investing side implies opportunity, right? Because we all like, hey, here’s a great opportunity. It’s right. Everything every deck built on that. Right. Every pitch is built on what’s the opportunity. Right. What’s the potential? What’s the upside? How much am I going to make? What’s the game? Right. Well, if we really understand scripture, which is why I ask you the why question on your giving.

So it’s not about the tactics of giving. It’s about why and why is the answer and why is important because the answers to the why question our beliefs.

Henry Kaestner: Thanks, everybody, for joining us again this week on the Faith Driven Entrepreneur podcast. Our guest today is a friend of the podcast, someone we look up to and respect, but more importantly, someone we’re also happy to call a good friend. Darryl Heald is the founder of Generosity Path. For more than 20 years, Darryl has traveled internationally, sharing the message of biblical generosity in his role with generosity path. He focuses on mission related activities, strengthening and developing relationships with champions, facilitating journeys of generosity or jox and training, as well as encouraging business people to be generous. He’s here today to share his personal story, to give us a primer on what it means to be generous and explain why you never meet an unhappy, generous person. Let’s listen in.

Welcome back to the future of an investor podcast. I’m here with my great friend, business partner, confidante Luke Roush. Luke. Welcome back. Good to be here. Dude, we got a great guest. You know, a lot of times when we have guests on, I do some amount of prep. A lot of times I don’t. But most of the times I do. And I’ll be honest with you, I didn’t do any prep because I knew we had Darryl. And Darryl is one of our best friends in the world, is a guy that if you’ve listen to this podcast or at least a Faith Driven Entrepreneur podcast long enough, you know that there are two major foundational faith moments in my life. At age twenty eight, I came to know Jesus through God, speaking to me through his word in a very patient associate pastor. And then at age 38, I got introduced to this guy named Darryl Heald. And Darryl came to know me and endeavored to understand some of my story. And then he stopped maybe two hours into it and said, hey, I think I’m following this. But why do you give? I talked a little bit about why I was talking a little bit about some of the different ministry things that Kimberly and I were involved in at the time. We were given probably 20 percent of why we thought there’s a special place in heaven for the double tither. You get box seats at Angel games or something like that. There’s something in it for me, undoubtedly. And that simple question from Darryl sent me, Raylan, and sent me back to Scripture and allowed me to just have a completely different and renewed relationship with God. And I’m forever grateful to Darryl for that. I wanted to get involved in the ministries that he was running. He’s a co-founder of Generous Giving, founder of Generosity Path, and he loves bringing the biblical message of generosity to people as they come to know God more fully. And it’s a great message. And I love our friendship and our partnership in ministry and so many other things. He formative in the starting of sovereigns, capital and his journey with us through every step of the way. And it is an embarrassment and an oversight that we have not had him on the program, any of our programs. So I’m really grateful. Thank you for join us. Maybe we’ll start off by talking about a ministry that is really important to you at this time of year that has nothing to do with generosity or actually it has everything to do with generosity, smoking for Jesus. What is it?

Daryl Heald: I don’t get some smoking for Jesus. All right. We’re diving right in. This is one of my favorite topics. Well, I’m a Texan and I think it’s just in our blood to smoke meat. And I tell you, it was I mean, just one of these amazing gifts twelve years ago that God gave me a friend here in town, man named Big Kenneth Johnson, who also loves to smoke, mate. He’s a Tennessee. And and, you know, through God’s providence, he brought us together. And we are at lunch one day. And I said, you know, Kenneth, what’s your dream? And he said, you know, there’s a lot of people hurting out there.

And, you know, I like to help him.

And his brother’s a great preacher and things like that because I’m not a preacher. He’s I just like smoked meat. And I said, I think we got something like we got something there. And so we started smoking for Jesus and we just started would take our smokers and we’d go into some of the housing projects and. We said our smokers just brought the aroma of Christ, and if you want to draw a crowd said, you know, you got three components that will always draw a crowd smoke, fire and meat, and you will draw a crowd. And sure enough, he did. And he was the oldest of 13 kids, no father. He grew up in these different housing projects back in the civil rights era and 10 years older, me, one of my mentors and best friends, he went to be with the Lord last year. A huge loss for me there. But we continue the ministry. We just smoke. Two hundred and forty turkeys for Thanksgiving takes us about forty two hours of continuous smoking. We’re hoping to do three hundred at Christmas and it was very interesting. We took Kenneth, we just had a notebook and his distribution system is he would call up different people he knew. That worked with refugees or worked with widows or worked with homeless people, teachers at school that knew kids that were in trouble and needed help, it was just a hand ledger. And so for 12 years, we have his notes from these hand ledgers, and that’s what we went off of this year. His wife, Connie, just worked off that ledger and called all the people and said how many turkeys you need? And they would say, well, I need five. I need eight, I need six. And we welcome and that’s our gift to the community and we feed. Well, covid has been a terrible year for us. Last year we had twenty seven events and fed well over ten thousand people a year. And yeah, just a simple history of loving people this way and being able to do it with our past and we just stay up all night smoking butts.

And what meat would you say most resembles the aroma of Christ?

Well, so we always have this, you know, people that know barbecue, which I just said, I’m a Texan. He’s a Tennessean. The big rivals here are brisket versus pork butt and pulled pork versus the brisket. So I’m a beef guy. And so, you know, we didn’t argue too often, but basically I did the beef and he did the pork and it was a good teamwork.

Luke Roush: That’s awesome. Body of Christ in action.

Henry Kaestner: That’s right. So we started talking at the outset about the impact you’ve had in my life and in others lives. And it comes down to this concept that I think is really important for the faith driven investor. And on one hand, somebody might say, what is investing have to do with generosity and at one glance kind of their distant cousins? Yes, they have to do with money. And yes, there’s faith in there somewhere. But I think that we’re coming to understand with time that it’s all kind of lumped up into the same concept. And I’m hoping that you might be able to help us unpack that a little bit and refine it a little bit, because my sense is that it’s a similar DNA and similar heart posture that allows for somebody to be a good faith driven investor as well as a generous person. And maybe you can help us sort through that. What’s a heart posture? What’s a mindset? Somebody is listening as podcast and saying, what does it mean to be a feature investor? Where do I start? How would you help them with that?

Daryl Heald: Yeah, well, I don’t think they’re distant cousins at all. I think they’re the same. But I think the big idea here is for us to see it as opportunity, not obligation. So we kind of think that when you say investing, giving generosity, the investing side implies opportunity, right? Because we all like, hey, here’s a great opportunity and. Right everything. Every decs built on that. Right. Every pitch is built on what’s the opportunity. Right. What’s the potential? What’s the upside? How much am I going to make? What’s the game? Right. Well, if we really understand scripture, which is why I ask you the why question on your giving.

So it’s not about the tactics of giving. It’s about why and why is it answering? Why is important?

Because the answers to the why question our belief. And so none of us act on unbelief. We only act on belief. But here’s where I want to make the connection is it is all about the investment because it’s all about our stewardship. One hundred percent. Right. So we have a hundred percent that whatever God has entrusted to us as a steward. But the big idea is not like, well, now you’re obligated as a steward to do well and you better do good. Otherwise, I’m going to you know, I’m going to get you know, it’s really about the opportunity I’m giving you to be the steward. And so it’s about allocation. Right. And so it’s all about to me, investment is the same. Meaning whether you’re investing in a for profit or you’re investing in a ministry in the kingdom, right. Because to me it’s all about queendom investment. And so then it’s allocation into different types of asset classes on this, and that’s where I think we hurt ourselves when we bifurcate it, because then we think differently. We allocate differently. If I’m saying, oh, this is a for profit investment and this is my type of return, and then I have this conversation, oh, this is now a different conversation. If it’s to a ministry and this is right pocket, left pocket, never the twain shall meet.

Henry Kaestner: And just the whole process is different when you’re suggesting that it’s not it’s the same type of fundamental process to endeavor to understand how do I steward and how do I lean into this opera? And I think you mentioned something really important there is that I think the two oftentimes people think, well, it’s an obligation. And I think that there is an element of us being held accountable. But that’s not the way God designed a guy designed us, gave us an opportunity to participate in the work that he is doing in his kingdom. And we can participate alongside. And you’re suggesting there’s that type of mindset that can guide both our giving and our investing?

Daryl Heald: That’s right. Well, I think we have one hundred dollars and how we choose to allocate that in a stewardship side. Because here’s the fun thing is a lot of the different entrepreneurs that we see here in the US that are faith driven, we see globally that are faith driven, the lines have begun to blur, actually, even between what is traditional ministry, what is a traditional investment, you know, from a philosophical side or learned a lot from a friend that works at the Omidyar Network, Randy Newcome, and he told me how the Amedi are set up their investment. They said, look, this is not, you know, so typically you go looking for money from the Omidyar’s and you say, well, if you’re a for profit, you go talk to these people. You’re not for profit. You go talk with these people. What beer are figured out is Nagas know, I want great people with great ideas and in the continuum of capital, I’ll figure out what type of capital I need to allocate to it. But I see it all the same. And I think that’s where we’ve kind of traditionally bifurcated this. I think this is all about Kingdome investment here, regardless of whether it’s a not for profit or for profit entity.

Luke Roush: So as as you think about some things that are maybe better capitalized with for profit dollars and other things that are better capitalized, and what’s your methodology? Darrel’s you think about kind of what goes into what bucket, because the concern might be that you got something that really should be for profit, but somebody just wants a better valuation. So they end up kind of cassin is kind of a non profit deal or vice versa. How do you think about that just in your own practice?

Daryl Heald: Well, I think there can be. This was the interesting thing that I actually learned again from the middle class is there’s this continuum of capital. So you can take a great person with a great idea that in some ways sometimes has started maybe as not for profit, maybe in the in some of the early, early stages. It might have done that. There are actually a number of what I’m beginning to see are actually either for profits or not for profits, attaching the complementary organizational structure to it. Like, for example, news story has started a venture capital fund, which is a not for profit, but they’ve created a for profit venture capital fund to fund innovation in the building space, because if their big idea on the nonprofit side is to solve the homeless issue, provide great housing to people globally, they realize that in some ways you almost can’t get to it in the traditional nonprofit way. And this is where my experience, too, is the difference between, like you have again, this bifurcation. You have two pocket books of what I have to give to a ministry and what I have to invest in a great deal. Well, what I’ve seen is it’s typically a huge multiple of what someone’s willing to invest in a great deal versus what they’re willing to give.

Henry Kaestner: Yeah, well, you know, there’s something there that I think is really powerful and I want to make sure that we don’t pass over it too quickly because otherwise we might go onto a different subject. You’re suggesting that there’s a big difference between a bottom up approach, which is the way that most crossfires think about versus a top down approach. So here, what a bottom up approach means. OK, I have a certain amount of money that I’m going to give this year and have a certain amount of money I’m going to invest this year. OK, how am I going to invest it?

Where am I going to get the return? And then you’re saying, no, no, no, no. Top down. What are the causes? What are the things you care about? What are the problems you’re trying to solve? Start there, go to people, find out what’s the best way, what are the best ideas that are out there. And if you do that, you start based on where God is calling you, whether it’s justice related or whatever it is, maybe it’s housing related, whatever this space is, if you’re looking for the best ideas, if you get ten of them, you can come back and there are going to be. Investment ideas, and they’re going to be giving opportunities. That’s right. Let’s start off with the cause and the passion you have first, and that’s the top down approach.

Daryl Heald: I like that as well said. Yeah, it is.

Luke Roush: Whatever. So, Daryl, just to kind of ask a follow up to something that we let off with, in your experience, what’s kind of the number one thing that keeps people from being generous?

Well, I think it’s fear. I mean, there’s a number of different other issues, but I would say at the base, a lot of it, it’s fear and it’s almost like fear of the unknown.

Henry Kaestner: Maybe you could share some stories about some of the people that you’ve worked with that have given too much money away and are now living despondent and homeless. Paint the worst picture for us. How many times have you seen that happen where people say cash gave away too much money three years ago? I really regret that.

Daryl Heald: Yeah, well, I do remember actually being in Northern California, guys. I do remember being there in Silicon Valley in the late 90s. And for those, they’re all still old enough to remember that time. I mean, everything was just going crazy up, up and up. And I remember I met with a venture capitalist, a young venture capitalist, and, of course, everything he’d been given, which is multiplying like crazy. But I had been in this conversation with him about his giving. And so I said, well, OK, great. So you’re making all this money, has your giving. And he goes, have you not heard me? He goes, I chilliness, I’m killing. I’m making 70, 80, 90 percent on my money. Why would I give it right now? Why would I give it right now in an badami in these early days, I was like, well, OK, but I said, here’s the risk you run right, is what we think is one since the great temporal investment. Right. And he was making a good point. Hey, how much do I let this kind of run before I do give it? And I said. You know, that’s legitimate, right? So I get a bigger number to give later, and I said, yeah, the only risk I see in this is that we are at once competing against maybe what a kingdom return is, which we know from a biblical size thirty six to one hundred forty three thousand six thousand ten thousand percent. So when he was, I think, very confident about what he had, but I do remember a follow up conversation. And as you all remember what happened in two thousand. Right. The incredible intimately crash. And it was a very interesting, sobering conversation. But to his credit, he’s like, all right, I get it.

I get it. Now, he said, look, maybe I was riding this a little too strong. And he said, I do regret not giving.

Henry Kaestner: No, because is interesting, you said the thirty six hundred fold and that is that OK, so you are so confident in your ability to make money that, by the way, that’s probably the first sign that the wheels are about to fall off in the market or whatever you get going on, number one. But number two is that that presumes that the rate of return that you have in human or earthly terms is greater than the spiritual return of what that money or that investment might mean in something that’s more attributed to the kingdom of God. So if it’s at school that you’re investing, that you might otherwise give a donation to in Ghana. Were that a new class of high school seniors might come to know that there’s a God who loves them and transforms the trajectory of their life, they’re just different types of spiritual returns. And you miss out and it’s what you’re doing is you’re missing out. And it’s not the obedience, it’s the opportunity. Yeah. You think that the opportunity of making the money in the market is greater than the opportunity of participating in what God is doing the world? Now, let’s come into a related and very important topic, which is, does investing with a kingdom mindset necessarily mean that we need to get ready for just mediocre returns and we’re just cash? We need to just prepare ourselves for single digit returns, lots of losses. What does it look like to have a when you go ahead and you talk to the and they find the problem that they want to solve or they see the opportunity in a particular region in the world, how do they invest that with excellence? What does that look like? And can it include the spectrum from philanthropy all the way to market returns or market returns? There’s just no place for that, because if you’re doing market returns, that means you’re exploiting something and that necessarily is bad.

Daryl Heald: Now, I think it’s part of what we’ve been discussing here is I think we have to broaden our spectrum here and realize in one sense, what are we trying to accomplish? What are we trying to solve and creatively figure out how that’s going to be done. And that’s that’s in all the different ways. Right? We’re looking for great people with great ideas. And then irregardless, however, they’re incorporated in what they’re doing and how we allocate those, whether it’s philanthropic capital or investment capital.

Henry Kaestner: Well, you’ve been involved in deals like Grab and CloudFactory and in others where you’ve seen where somebody comes out and says, I’ve got a mission. I want to be able to bring safety and transparency to a vulnerable population in Southeast Asia. Know, Anthony Tan starts off his business not as a business. It was a ministry. It’s going to be five Wannsee three. It just so happened that the easiest the best way for him to accomplish his mission after some counsel from some others ended up being a business. And it’s a business worth 14 billion dollars plus. Right. And so when you look to solve a problem with excellence, that doesn’t necessarily mean that you’re not going to be able to deliver financial returns to. I think about Ashoka’s Kandarian wanted to be able to love on single moms that were trying to get their cars serviced and being able to provide software to auto shop owners. And he just took in a fifty million dollar investment from Bessemer. Right. Then maybe that’s a sign for us, too. So coming back to what you’re saying before, start off with the idea and then be open to work out what leads you. Then you talk to these entrepreneurs that say, here’s the problem I’m trying to solve, then you can come alongside them and in the marketplace you can actually get good financial returns.

Daryl Heald: Right? Absolutely.

Luke Roush: How do you think about so if what you’re really looking for, Daryl, is people who have passion, incompetency about tackling something, then you’ll figure out kind of how do you blend the right mix of at market capital and concessionary and or grant capital? But part of what we’ve seen make really good relationships is where when we as an investor fall in love with the entrepreneurs idea of where they want to go. Let’s make sure we don’t fall in love with our idea. Make sure we fall in love with their idea within the context of an investor really sensing a call from the Lord about where they might be called to engage or how they might begin the process of engaging in things that the Lords put on their heart. And they go out and kind of find the right people who are also called in that direction. Any tips maybe from when you talk to first time to Henry or others about kind of discovering their passion for why they give? I know there are some specific kind of missional focal points that came out of that discussion between you and Henry, you know, 20 years ago or whatever it was. Any kind of tips for how we might individually discover that with a Lord? You mean what a particular focus or passion would be? Yeah, because, you know, you can go everywhere, right? There’s a million different there going on in the world, the thousands of deals. How do you decide kind of how does someone individually discern where they might go?

Daryl Heald: Yeah, that’s good. Well, maybe one of the simple things that I’ve always used to help me discern. God, what are you asking me to do? And John Scott talks about discerning the will of God in a calling, has two components to it. One is a push and the other one’s a pull. And so he’s saying you need to be aware of contextually aware that if God is pulling you into particular conversations, you’re meeting these people and then all of a sudden some of the dots are connecting. Be aware of that. Right, because none of these things are by accident. Right.

It’s not randomness and it’s not by accident, but it’s is God’s sovereignty operating to either push you out of a place of comfort and pulling you into this new place and then obviously with prayer and then with the word of God and then the Council of Peers and some friends that can help you discern that, too. But I think to me, one of the things that’s been helpful has been those two components, like internally just being aware. Well, you know, I’m getting this pull and I’m seeing not by accident that this person’s about this this person is about that. It seems like we’re all having the same conversation. Then I should be really aware of that. That’s good. So, Henry, at the beginning of the program, you were saying that you have this transformational experience. When I ask you the question, can you elaborate on that a little more?

Henry Kaestner: So today came to faith and I knew that there’s a God who loved me and that changed everything, but when I started thing, when I thought about money, money from me was something that was a requirement of me. OK, so God has blessed my business should probably be more generous because there are other people who are not as successful in business and they need finances to run the orphanage or whatever the case is and so can win. I should give more money away and maybe the tide is the right level for us. And then we started getting more generous. We saw some more needs and we thought, gosh, you know, God bless us a lot. We probably should give more. It was a responsibility and an obligation and it was a way of us giving back. If you had asked me at the time what you did, why do you give? I may have even said I want to pay it forward or something like that. Would transform for me, and I think that it does have everything to do with the way that I think about things as the fate of an investor now is that my motivation for giving became one of a sense of gratitude. So when you ask me that question, it wasn’t like this all sudden, this light bulb and everything, just like, oh, my goodness, that changes everything. It was over the next six months, every passage in Scripture having something to do about money. It was amazing. It’s unbelievable. And listen to this podcast probably can identify with some of that and those passages like God taking five loaves in two fish and feeding five thousand. What does that have to do with money? Well, it had to do with the fact that up until that point in time, I thought that God actually needed me to underwrite the five loaves and two fish. Wait a second. He can take something out of nothing. He doesn’t need my lousy money. He just wants me. And then it would be messages just simply about just the gospel and the fact that I came to realize that, you know, why I might give is out of gratitude, not an obligation. And, you know, it took me from this life where faith was important, the real ramifications to just being alive and having a sense of joy. And I get a sense of gratitude. But, you know, with time and over the course, the last 10 or 15 years, especially as I’ve looked to invest more and more, it’s really motivated by the sense that you mentioned before, which is opportunity. And it’s it’s a special privilege. It’s a special, amazing thing to participate in the work that God is doing in the world, not because he needs my capital, but he invites me in. And it’s an opportunity to commune with the living guy doing some things that are really, really important. I love the stories of the entrepreneurs we get a chance to invest in, and I love the stories of the funds we get a chance to participate in. It gives me great joy. You know, I’m an investor. Luke and I are both investors. We invest in pattern recognition. OK, so there’s a good amount of selfless ambition that drives me now with how I think about generosity and more specifically, faith driven investments when I invest in something has some level of spiritual integration in it, and even better yet, a gospel proclamation element of it, particularly overseas. When I do that, I feel joy. You know what I’m all about getting more joy in my life. And I find that when I’m in line with God’s plan for my life and so I want more of it, I get more joy from participating in some of these funds, particularly some of the ones that are emerging now in frontier markets that have got spiritual migration and really making a difference overseas. I just get 20 times more joy than I do for my Vanguard index fund. And so, again, I invest in pattern recognition. I’m going to do more of that. And it’s just that’s the difference. It’s the first way is out of an obligation and now it’s an opportunity.

Daryl Heald: I love it. I love it. Yeah, it is is. I mean, joy. Yeah. We’ll keep moving into joy. Right. Everyone wants a little bit more of that. See, that’s some of the fruit.

You know what I think sometimes to how we kind of misunderstand giving because we think what we’ve given is gone and like there’s no inurement in actually the way God has his designed it is that there’s actually there is some future sense of however he’s doing the math of laying up treasure in heaven. Right. For Matthew six. But there’s actually a Daubert, you know, force here even presently to even described. This is part of, you know, this gratitude and this joy. Right. But so there are some other things that when you look at the grace of giving and we look at the and what’s doctrinally what that means, some of the other things that are new to us when we’re willing to invest in the things that are unseen, which are eternal, when we’re investing in the kingdom, then, you know, things like favor, things like rest, things like lack of fear, lack of anxiety, grace, you know, reward worship, all these things.

These are like true promises in scripture. And that’s why he said, you know, move into this. That’s why he says it is more blessed to give than receive. That was awesome, dude.

Luke Roush: That was very good. Very good. That was brilliant. That was really awesome. I want to ask a question, Dara. So one of the first times you and I really actually spent some time together was when you brought the journey of generosity to Indonesia. And I had a chance just to kind of see a number of people that I knew well really transformed through that experience. And then, of course, you know, the journey of generosity is really taken off since then in Indonesia and in the region. I’d love just for listeners to be able to hear and get a sense of the scale of how God has worked through those events to be able to just convict people on their hearts, what generosity means to them, and kind of a reframing as you’ve done with us. So, you know, how far is gone, how many people have been touched. So you’ve got to be an encouragement.

Daryl Heald: Yeah, thanks. I still remember that that was the first one we had done in that country. And as you know, because you lived there, the Indonesians are fun, man. They love to talk you. So when you’re facilitating this, I mean, sometimes you’re wondering, OK, or people are going to talk, are they going to share and so on. I mean, every time we threw a question out there, every. And around the table wanted to share, everyone wanted to talk, but the scope of the movement now, so we started generous giving in 2000, the global work started in 2012, and we’re in seventy four countries in thirty two languages now. So it’s just a testimony of God’s word. This is God’s message and his movement is how we’ve always seen it and what I’ve always stated and what he intends for his church. Right. Because here’s the other big idea of, you know, a lot of times, too, we have talked about bifurcation. Sometimes that investment and, you know, the difference between for profit, not for profit investing versus giving. And we also think between the West and the east and, you know, the developed countries and the developing countries. Right. And socioeconomic status and so on. But ultimately, we all have been created and designed to be givers and receivers. And one of the most exciting things that we’ve seen in this movement globally has been generosity, stories that I could share with you from Venezuela and Zimbabwe and Romania and India and Nepal and places that we would normally think, OK, wait a minute. Like I just got a letter the other day from a guy from Sudan and he’s been taking the journey of generosity to Syria and Yemen and in Iraq. And I was like, OK, those I never thought we would have, you know, the generosity movement, OK, might go, you know how many countries you like. I just unfortunately, I typically was thinking we go to the more Western wealthier countries. And I mean, my mind has just been blown the last several years, just seen how guys like my messages for everybody. And this particular the generosity message is not about, you know, socioeconomic status for everyone because we’re all givers and receivers. If we understand this, then we all, again, have the opportunity to not only be givers. And so we shouldn’t have these kind of hardening of the categories between people that are you know, they live in this country and they have this type of GDP or something like that. Certainly they receivers and I just been blown away with that. That’s the fun part. That’s the fun part. Again, it just kind of flips the whole deal on its head.

Luke Roush: Yeah, well, you know, something that clicked for me is that we might have something to learn actually from the marketers of the world. The marketers of the world aren’t focused on old rich people and younger people who are potential customers for the next 30 or 40 years. And maybe there’s something to be learned from that. As you think about let’s really invest in the next generation and said demographics are destiny. And there’s some truth in that. In a country, like you said, you know, if you can really see something with younger women in a country that’s as young as Indonesia is, is just one example. The legacy of that is multi multigenerational and it’s not counting down in terms of population, the way Western Europe or Japan or maybe even the US would be net of immigration.

Luke Roush: That’s awesome. Thank you for. Yeah. Yeah. Like 60 percent of India’s under the age of 35.

Henry Kaestner: Now they’re going to be more entrants into the job market in Africa over the next 20 years than India and China combined. So there’s something really promising about this next generation. I love the way that you’re investing in them. So tell us if you’re trying to figure some more of this out, what are some ways for people to get plugged in to this generous journey?

Daryl Heald: Yeah, thanks. Well, you know, we’ve had to pivot this year and develop all of our experiences online, so typically when we you know, I’ve mentioned the word journey of generosity that we commonly referred to as a jog. And we’ve also developed the giving plain retreat coming out of the journey, transformational experience to be able to apply it. So we’ve developed those online and we’ll be happy to to help guide through one.

Henry Kaestner: They’re really, really good. I did want the fact that you’re now doing them online aloud, Kimberly, I because we get kids at home. Otherwise, typically a journey of generosity happens at a really nice hotel. Somebody pays for it. This is always a very safe thing. Nobody ever asked for any money. And it’s really usually at a really nice hotel. But Kimberly’s never been able to go to one before. And so this actual format allowed us to do it as a couple. And it was really awesome. And I’d say it was every bit as powerful as the in-person version.

Daryl Heald: Great. Well, that’s exciting to hear. We are going again. Holy Spirit does the transformational work. But, you know, you can go to the Generosity Path ERG website and you can contact us and we can help you get into a journey, generosity, experience. So we love to do that for you.

Henry Kaestner: Excellent. We close every one of our episodes off, as you may know, by asking our guests something that they’re hearing from God through their time in his word. And it could be this morning, this week, this month. But what’s something that you feel that God is speaking to you about right now?

Daryl Heald: Well, I mean, one of the unique things is, you know, you and I do a reading group together. And so we’re in the New Testament.

We’re actually in second Timothy right now. Second Timothy, one second, Timothy to both. Paul speaks about sharing in the suffering for the sake of the gospel and for the sake of the ELAC. And he speaks in suffering a lot. But that’s just jumped out to me again, is to in a convecting way. I love buying into, again, all the things that seem good. Am I also willing to buy in and take a share of the suffering? You know, this is really convecting for me, you know, and as I’ve had opportunities to interface with a lot of our Christian family around the world, I mean, there’s there’s a lot of suffering and I see them sharing in that. Well, I’m just personally convicted in my own heart that I need to have more faith and be willing to share in that. The second thing is, is I’ve been convicted on my motives in whatever I’m doing. I guess back in Thessalonians talks about, you know, did you nothing out of selfish ambition or conceit. Mm hmm. And so I’ve found myself now using that as almost like a daily mantra. OK, what what is asking myself, why am I doing this? What’s my motive here now? Is their pride? Is there you know, is I after something that is just temporal? Right. I need to use that as a check and my spirit.

Henry Kaestner: Sorry, sister versus so obviously both of those are great. I will mention that people that might start off in second. Timothy, go back one chapter before the first Timothy six, which is probably my favorite chapter on giving in the Bible. Second Corinthians eight nine are awesome. But first Timothy six. But I’ll tell you, starting to go back through Proverbs with my boys. I’ve got three teenage boys and Proverbs 16, two and twenty one to speak to exactly what you talking about with this Linton’s. And it’s almost haunting to me. It’s all the man’s ways impure to him, but his motives are weighed by the Lord. So gosh, even if I’m conscious of vain conceit and try to steer clear of that and I think that my motives are pure, God really understands how sinful I am, deeper, and it just needs its convicting. And and yet, in a strange way, it’s also encouraging that there’s a God who knows me that well, who must also love me that much.

And that’s a great encouragement for. Thank you, guys.

Daryl Heald: Thanks for having me. I was a real pleasure.

Love, love, love all y’all. Thank you. Thank you so much for joining us on today’s show. We’re very, very grateful for the opportunity to serve the larger faith driven investor community. Hey, the best way for you to stay connected is to sign up for our monthly newsletter at faith driven investor Doug. And while you’re there, we, of course, want to hear from you. We derive great joy from interacting with many of you. And it’s been very rewarding to see people join the discussion now from all around the world. But it’s also very important to us that you feel like this is your show and that you’ll help make it something that best equips you on your journey, one that you’re proud of and one that you’ll share with others.

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Episode 48 – What is Marketplace? with Andrew Firman

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One thing that makes this show so special is the feedback we receive from listeners just like you. Today’s episode is the fruit of your feedback. 

Many of you have talked about how helpful it would be to connect the Faith Driven Investor world with the Faith Driven Entrepreneur world. Well, we heard you. And out of that has arrived something we are beyond excited to share with you. 

It’s called Marketplace, and it’s a space for like-minded investors to find faith-driven deals and funds that help them put real capital to work in a way that makes a real impact. On today’s episode, Henry will share the origin story behind it and you’ll get to meet Andrew Firman, who is helping make it all happen.


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Look, we just want to see common grace worked out through our investment capital. We want to see companies that are creating a product or offering a service that is trying to better the community that they are in and is just trying to offer up something to help society flourish and to see the gospel in these industries. So what I’ve loved about seeing this movement grow is it hasn’t just been one little sliver of what’s possible in the investing is going across debt and equity capital markets. It’s been not just in the US, but global. And so it’s just been really encouraging to see how God has really tailored people’s interest to say we’ve got some investments that again, are going to be a little bit more explicitly gospel focused. And we’ve seen other ones where it’s really just what we would think of as quote unquote, a normal type business. But it’s being run by a faithful Christian entrepreneur who wants to bring glory to God in what they do.

Hey, everyone, thanks for downloading seriously. You didn’t have to listen to this podcast, but you do week after week.

And one thing that makes this show so special is the feedback we received from listeners just like you. Today’s episode is the fruit of your feedback. Many of you have talked about how helpful it would be to connect the faith driven investor world with the Faith Driven Entrepreneur world. Well, we heard you at out of that has arrived something we are beyond excited to share with you. It’s called Marketplace and well, you’ll just need to hear for yourself what it’s all about. And now’s the time.

William Norvell: Welcome back to the Faith Driven Investor podcast here with my faithful co-host, Mr. Henry Kaestner. How are you today?

Henry Kaestner: I’m doing great. Thank you for asking. It’s awesome to be with you. It always is.

William Norvell: Amen Amen. It’s a good day. It’s a good day when we get to come do these podcasts with amazing friends from around the world that God has blessed us with and amazing partners like you. And today I’m gonna introduce a special guest, Andrew. But first, I want to frame up this podcast because it’s a little different than usual. We have not in a while taken a time to really explain the ministry aspect of faith driven investor. So a lot of our podcast listeners probably hear some hopefully some phenomenal conversations around investing in the marketplace and how people’s faith impacts their investing strategies and even their investment vehicles and all kinds of things like that. But as we thought about it, we thought some number of our audience may not be familiar with the broader ministry and what other opportunities there are to get involved and to learn and to be part of the greater community and some other content pieces we have and even furthermore, may not even remember, because we haven’t talked about in a while what the actual mission of faith driven investor was. It was birthed out of our Faith Driven Entrepreneur work and ministry, but it has its unique mission in calling. And so I would turn over to you to give a little bit of vision casting for why do we spend time on FDE specifically, of course. And then we’ll bring Andron to talk about what he does with the specific investors.

Henry Kaestner: Yeah, no. Sure. And every organization has its origin story and ours comes out of this kind of joint birth, if you will, from Faith Driven Entrepreneur and some of the work we were doing in sovereign’s capital. And for those of you of listing to Faith Driven Entrepreneur podcast with time, you probably understand how some of that came about. It was that sovereigns we were saying no to ninety nine out of 100 businesses that came to us for financing. We felt really bad about that and wanted to help them out. And that’s what gave birth to the blog and a podcast and the newsletter and the conference and all of those things that have been really a lot of fun to do. More than 150 episodes now of the podcast. And it’s really neat to see how that is grown. And yet one of the realizations we had was that as grateful as some of these entrepreneurs have been and they’ve been awesome, they’ve been super encouraging by sending us emails, by recommending the podcast to their friends, et cetera, that when an entrepreneur is looking for money to really fulfill what they feel, that God has put out an advance for them to do, and he sent them a link to a podcast, you haven’t really scratched the completely. And so that’s happening. And we’re starting to hear that a little bit more was people come in and say, listen, I really appreciate your ministry. I know that sovereigns isn’t a fit for what I am. It’s wrong stage in history, geography or something like that. But surely you must know of others that you don’t want to be able to invest in faith driven founders. And a couple of times we’d make some introductions, but just weren’t great at doing that. And that was starting to wear on us at about the same time that we realized that as cool as we thought Sovereign’s Capital was, and with more than one hundred ten LPs now, it most assuredly is not the only way that a Christ follower might store the capital that God has entrusted them with. And part of that came from an instance three or four years ago where we thought, gosh, you know, there’s incredible opportunity for spiritual migration, real estate. Maybe we should have a real estate fund. Maybe as we contemplated launching Fund three, maybe we should have a real estate fund as well. And pretty quickly, we realized that we’re probably not the right ones to launch a real estate fund. I can’t even calculate it. Kapre, I’m the wrong guy to run real estate fund. But I bet you there are some people who are serious about their faith out there that are in real estate investing. And maybe we should find them. Maybe we should find them. Maybe we should invest in them. Maybe we should tell others about them. And we’ve got one hundred and ten LPs. And, you know, we’ve almost been acting as if if you’re a Christian and you’ve got money, well, surely you should invest in serious capital. And that’s clearly wrong and narrow minded. So maybe we need to go and actually find out what’s going on out there and then try to rally more and more people around this industry in this cause and what might happen. And so that started originally. A small group of us got together after Seven’s capital fund meeting. That was super cool. As you have been following the Faith Driven Entrepreneur podcast for a while, that’s where Tim Keller recorded his identity speech. That’s been the most widely. Listen to a podcast of all those that we’ve done a Faith Driven Entrepreneur show on the annual meeting where Tim Keller spoke the next day, a group of us from Praxis and the gathering at. An Impact Foundation and National Christian Foundation and Trubridge Global and a bunch of us got together and said, what does it look like to be able to bring attention and focus into a broader industry of Christians that are investing their capital in a way that’s consistent with their faith? And maybe we can bridge beyond what is a very important industry of those that look at negative screens, not investing in alcohol or gambling or pornography and things like that. But maybe we can focus a little bit more in kind of this resurgence, if you will, that we hope will happen in a positive stream. How is it that investors might be able to talk about their faith in a winsome way? How is it that they might be able to love on people living in their apartment complexes if they’re in real estate? How is it that private equity funds might be able to talk about chaplaincy, profit driven employee resource groups? What’s the broader picture here and who can we invite into the conversation? So we got together and said, let’s have a little conference just focused on that. And by little, we thought we’d start off with 30 or 40, really, and it ended up being one hundred and seventy five people, Deer Valley two summers ago. And we found out that actually there’s a bunch of things that are going on. And since then, we found out, as we’ve looked into this space, that there are obviously incredible direct deals back to these ninety nine out of 100 businesses that we weren’t helping out. So lots of great men and women driven by their faith with spiritual integration in the midst of what they’re doing as they seek to run a business to glorify God. We expected that there’d be some of that, though not as much as there’s been. But one of the things that’s been really encouraging over the last two years is to really see the number of funds, professionally managed funds, excellent funds, people with incredible track records, really fine. And one of three different buckets. One is a group of funds that already existed and run by men and women that have had spiritual innovation, primarily in real estate. I might say that for quite some time there have been people who have been hiring ministries like Department Life. The second group are new funds that have developed over the last couple of years, people leaving Wall Street, firms that have great track record employing spiritual integration and things like chaplaincy in their funds. And then the third one is a whole group of funds that are being retrofitted. Men and women run in funds that have said, you know what, we’re motivated by our Christian faith. Everybody’s talking about ESG, talking about impact investing. Maybe we need to be thoughtful about how our faith manifests itself in what we do as investors. So that’s really been encouraging people who are already in the investment business. They’re able to bring some of the spiritual integration plan, what they’re doing. So we had wanted to not only tell their stories, which we’ve been doing over the last 30 or so episodes of faith driven investor, but we wanted to also bring people together to continue to encourage each other through the conferences. And then as more and more individual investors, primarily accredited investors, where the rules are a little bit more flexible in terms of the investment opportunities, you can bring them, as more and more people said, how do we get involved in this? We came up with the idea of this marketplace and we’ve been thinking about the concept of a marketplace for a couple of years now. When Justin came on board and left right now, media, after a hiatus as an entrepreneur, we had talked about what does it look like for Marketplace to be able to match these investors with entrepreneurs and what does that even look like? And we’re hoping to encourage other people to do it. But with covid hitting and hearing, just having the increase of entrepreneurs are looking for and financing. And we started off with a shared Google sheet where a bunch of us were starting to invest out of our own personal money, not of sovereigns, but out of our own personal money. I said there’s probably an opportunity here to be a little bit more intentional about a launch of a marketplace that would be Web based, where we can endeavor to find great entrepreneurial stories of people raising debt, capital equity, capital revenue, royalties, and it’d be able to list them and present them to LPs of funds like Cerberus Capital and others, and to say, actually, there are lots of different ways for you to steward your wealth and to be brought into the stories of these individual deals, these entrepreneurs, or to come alongside and define these faith based institutional funders and come alongside as LP’s in their funds. And maybe in doing so, we might be able to advance the conversation and to still encourage a movement of people be more intentional about their faith in the marketplace has become that physical manifestation of that. And so we knew that if we’re going to go ahead, we’re going to build up this e-mail platform with all the bells and whistles that you’ll find if you go on to and sign up for the marketplace. We knew that we needed to have really great river guides, people who understood financial services that had done really well before, who understood a little bit about international markets, because it’s so many of these great entrepreneurs that are in these foreign countries that are doing God’s work. And so we came upon upon our guests today, Andrew Furhman and Andrew had been a vice president at JPMorgan. A CFA had helped to run a family office in Dubai, check a lot of those boxes and was just a super cool guy. And so. Andrew is our guest on the podcast today. Andrew, tell us about how you became such a super cool guy. We loved it. Every time we have a guest on a podcast, we like to hear a little bit about their background, who they are, where they come from, and then why they do what they do. Who is Andrew Fermín or William Shatner?

Andrew Firman: Thank you for having me, Henry. I think I can answer most of those questions, the one about how I became a cool guy. I don’t know if I’m there. So that’s a difficult story. I can give you a bit about my background, though. So I’m here in Texas, I think of an honorary Texan, my wife, and actually just moved back to the US after having lived in Dubai for the past four years. And a lot of what we’re talking about on the podcast today, just really the importance of where we can allocate capital. I think you’re really able to see here in the US and you’re also really able to see it abroad. And I think just beyond that, you’re really able to see how the church and the growth of the church can go hand-in-hand with that. So, as you said, my background has been really all across the financial services industry, JP Morgan Chase for a couple of years time in Dubai, as you said, with a family office, spent some time in investment banking as well. And my love really has been finance and capital markets, which I think it’s funny to hear a Christian say that. I think so often we have this idea that Wall Street in the stock market is bad. But I just think there’s a lot of the Lord’s character that you can see come out in capital markets.

So I think that’s one of my hopes and one of the things that makes me so excited for the vision, I would say God is place on all of our hearts, which is just what does it look like to help catalyze this movement of investors being thoughtful about where they allocate capital? So that’s really what drives me, is just being able to see the Lord working and seeing his glory and how he’s designed a world that’s great and married children to a little more married wife of about two and a half years.

And she is absolutely wonderful. We have a 14 week old daughter. If the podcast listeners are lucky, she might make an audible appearance. So we will see and we will keep you in suspense.

William Norvell: I’m in. I’m in. That’s fantastic. Tell us a little bit about. So you came on board as the marketplace was getting off the ground. Tell us a little about the role you play, sort of shepherding investors and educating them at some level about what we’re doing. But tell us a little bit since your day job and what you’re passionate about doing within the FDI landscape.

Andrew Firman: Yeah, so my title I’m the director of partnerships, working with investors, essentially working with the buy side. So spend a lot of my days just chatting with ultra high net worth family offices, foundations, institutions, and really just introducing them to the movement and what we have going on. I think I can tell you we’re so encouraged by so many of the chats we have, primarily because I don’t think there’s any doubt in our mind that this is not something we came up with.

It wasn’t a great idea we had, but it is very much a vision God is putting on people’s hearts all over the world that have never talked to each other. And Henry and I can tell you, call after call we’ve had where people just get so excited and they say, I thought I was the only one who was trying to think through this. And so my role really is just let be there to connect the dots and share what the movement is doing. In terms of a lot of the more granular parts of those conversations, it really breaks down into one of two categories for a lot of folks. They are more interested with the functionality that an investor can bring to their investment journey. But with a larger number of people, we are really involved in helping to shape the paradigm that they have in their mind about what it means to be a faith driven investor. And so I can’t tell you the number of conversations I’ve had where it’s sort of the Rusty fire where people say I’m all in. I bought into the vision. And what does that actually mean? Do I have to immediately go sell every mutual fund that I hold? Is it a sin if I have an index fund as it is and if I invest in non Christians? Is Christian investing only about certain things I can invest in or there’s certain things that I should be excited to allocate capital towards. So a large part of these conversations are just helping people to sort through what does this paradigm actually look like beyond just the U.S.? And then you get from saying we want to be a private investor. What does that look like on a more practical level? And so I absolutely love being part of those conversations. It goes just beyond my investing. But again, really seeing theologically God’s sovereignty and providence and how he has designed things to operate. So that’s just a lot of my day to day is just going to have a lot of awesome and encouraging chats with investors who feel like God is drawing them to venture into this space.

Henry Kaestner: It’s probably a good time to mention the fact of what faith driven investor is and is not and what we do and don’t do in the marketplace. So we are not a registered investment advisor, so we don’t give investment advice. We don’t charge a brokerage fee or no assets under management. We are a ministry and a ministry whose sole purpose is to advance the industry, the movement of faith driven investing, to encourage people to let them know what is out there and that there’s content and community that they can get involved in. But it’s not to make investment advice and yet is a part of what you do you get. An opportunity to understand what God is doing through the eyes of these investors and how they are called to invest capital and where they have interests, and tell us a little bit about that. Presumably, the range of people you’re talking to, a reasonably diverse you’re starting to talk to people that are coming in and find advice from overseas people domestically. What are you hearing from some of these people as they’re coming in? Is this something they thought about for a long time? Is this new did have general interest? Do they have specific interest? What does it look like?

Andrew Firman: Yeah, really good question. So I would peg a lot of the interest folks have had over the last two to three years, which again, what’s encouraging to me is saying more specific timeline is I think it’s really clear that the Lord started moving a couple of years ago and we’re sort of seeing this groundswell come into focus. So in terms of the interest people have, I’ve also loved it. How diverse that’s been. We have a lot of folks that are in the category of what we might think is a little more typical of a Christian investment. So they want a business that is either abroad, maybe it’s in the 10 40 window, maybe it’s doing a little bit more explicit gospel work within the course of their business. And I think all of us that the FDE team would say yes and Amen and we absolutely love that. And we’ve also talked to some other families that have said, look, we just want to see common grace worked out through our investment capital. We want to see companies that are creating a product or offering a service that is trying to better the community that they are in and is just trying to offer up something to help society flourish and to see the gospel within these industries. So what I’ve loved about seeing this movement grow is it hasn’t just been one little sliver of what’s possible in the investing world is going to cross debt and equity capital markets. It’s been not just in the US, but global. And so it’s just been really encouraging to see how God has really tailored people’s interests to say we’ve got some investments that again, are going to be a little bit more explicitly gospel focused. And we’ve seen other ones where it’s really just what we would think of as quote unquote, a normal type business. But it’s being run by a faithful Christian entrepreneur who wants to bring glory to God in what they do. So, again, a more specific level. We’ve seen folks say I’m incredibly passionate about human trafficking and in some region of the world. And we’ve got other folks saying I’m open to invest in absolutely anything that I want to know that I’m giving my investment dollars to a Christian business owner. And what we want to do, again, as I mentioned, that paradigm is to shape that paradigm to where it encompasses all of those desires that we would all say are good and right. And really what should define what Christian investing actually is.

Henry Kaestner: Some number of people that are listening to this and say, OK, so I think I get this. There’s probably opportunities. I’ve seen people raising money for fair trade coffee at my church or something like that. But this doesn’t really feel like something where I can actually think about market return or that I can put a significant portion of my investments in it. What do you finding as you talk to these different companies? And then also there’s a real emphasis on professionally managed funds. What are you finding out there in terms of what kind of managers you’re seeing, what kind of return profiles? Is it just for the kind of the hobbyist who’s just looking to do fair trade agriculture? Give us the kind of sense of the scale and scope of this is such a key question.

Andrew Firman: And I think, again, that is one of the misconceptions. We’ve seen that in a good way. We’ve been able to sort of talk through and maybe help reorient their mindset. 10, 15 years ago, the Christian Private Equity Fund world, like we looked a little bit different. We have seen more investors just so enthusiastic and encouraged when we talk them through some of the managers that are now in this space. I mean, you and I could both rattle off some of the top investment banks and private equity firms globally, and that there have been some very key questions involved in those firms over the last few years have split off to run their own funds. And if you were to bet on Christian, what is likely going to be a top quartile fund over the next seven to 10 years? They’re going to be right in that conversation. But if you also ask them, can I see your spiritual integration document, they’ll send it over to you and you’ll see a very well thought out document about how the gospel influences what they do.

And when we look at some of their top LPs, they’re very well known names that are not going to aim for second rate quality. They’re only interested in the best. So we’ve just been so excited to see some of the names and some of these top tier managers come into that space. And when you mention quintessential fair trade, Coffeeville, full disclosure, I love fair trade coffee. I just finished up my afternoon cup about an hour ago, so I’m all in on fair trade coffee. I would say Christian investing is definitely not less than fair trade coffee, but it’s certainly more. And we’ve just loved seeing the diversity of industries that these deals have come from. They’re not all revenue deals with very slim chance of succeeding. But these are some great technology companies. I mean, just every sector that you could imagine medtech. And we’ve got some great operators there as well. So on the fun side, we’ve seen some great managers that would likely pass due diligence with a non Christians portfolio that says we want a market rate return. And we’ve also seen some operators that are going to non Christian investors would look at to say I would gladly allocate capital to them as well. So the space really has evolved over the last 10 years or so to where we believe you can spiritually integrate across your entire portfolio of public and private markets, every asset, class, debt, equity, what have you. There is a way to see Kingdom Impact and all of those areas.

William Norvell: Oh, that’s fantastic. Andrew, thanks for walking through that. And so I feel like we’ve gone pretty broad at some level. We understand kind of what’s going on in the greater landscape. So I’m going to ask you a little narrow here and talk a little bit about the FDE marketplace specifically, which is one of a lot of things we do. But it is up there. And I know you’ve had conversations with investors about it. Could you tell us a little about what deals are up there, what type of investors should reach out to you if they’re interested in those types of deals? Just walk us through the I think it’s over one hundred and fifty now, deals that have come on the marketplace that are available to be invested in today. And I believe funds are coming on and mutual funds are coming. So talk to us about that marketplace specific entity.

Andrew Firman: Yeah, definitely. So as you said, yeah, we’ve got just about one hundred fifty deals in funds combined on the platform. Our Beita should be going live here in the next couple of weeks. So in terms of who should approach us to see about the marketplace currently more for regulatory reasons, it is a credit investor only, but really it’s any accredited investor that has a heart posture to enter this space. It could be somebody that says, I’ve got some dry powder and some capital that I want to allocate next week. It could be somebody that says I really have a heart to come into the space. I don’t know when that’s going to be, but I want to explore. I want to see the community. I want to see what deals are out there. So anyone in one of those two categories, which again, those are both pretty broad categories, we would absolutely love to engage with you and share what we’re doing in terms of the marketplace itself. As Henry said, we’re not in our area. We’re not a broker dealer. I view what we’re doing more as a farmer’s market, which is we’ve got this land and we want to invite in all of these people that we’re friends with. So when you look at one of the links on our website, which is a list of our partners, there are a lot of groups that Christians will know of, whether it’s in the entrepreneurial space, the accelerator space, and we view our relationship with them as very synergistic. So we might have an investor, maybe internationally, and they follow one of these accelerators and they say, my goodness, I would love to see their deal flow. Well, that accelerator can come and set up essentially a stall in our farmers market where somebody can sort and say, show me every deal that has come through this group. So we view ourselves really as an aggregator of that deal flow and aggregator of the funds on the platform where if somebody wants to say, I want to see the entirety of the Christian investing landscape and what’s available to me, the marketplace will be the place where you can see all of that deal flow in one place. And so that’s a journey we’d love to walk people through for folks that maybe never navigated private markets before, we have some processes in place where we can see a glide path of helping folks who really don’t know what to do and how to navigate these first couple steps. We’ve given them a few action items to actually get involved and to invest capital. So that is a discussion we’d absolutely love to have. You can go on faith. You’re an investor again. Marketplace can fill out an inquiry form and we would absolutely love to have that conversation.

William Norvell: Oh, that’s great. And just give a sense, I think in the last three or six months, you’ve talked to well over a hundred investment groups that are exploring this at some level. Is that fair?

Andrew Firman: Yeah. One hundred with with a lot more on the docket. And again, since our conference in September, we have just seen people left and right saying, as I said before, I thought I was the only one. And if the only direction that conversation heads is letting them know that they’re not alone and that a lot of Christians around the world are thinking about this, we view that as an encouragement and a success in this space. So we’re just really encouraged to have all these chats. And as I said, I think it’s just more credence to the fact that this is not a vision faith driven investor came up with. It is something where we are essentially just helping to guide something that God is doing in people’s homes.

William Norvell: Absolutely. That’s amazing. You know, as I think back to that first meeting and then the second meeting in Park City and then, of course, we had the conference that ended up going virtual. But I believe a couple of thousand people joined to view the conference and to see things. It’s just remarkable what the Holy Spirit is doing out there. If there is any one that does this podcast knows I love quotes and we get so many of them from our host. But when I hear this, I think back to this old C.S. Lewis quote that says, Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another, what you two I thought of as the only one. And I just feel like we have gained so many friends and it’s just such a blessing. And I just feel like we get to have that moment with so many people. And you specifically get to spearhead that moment, that day, that moment where it’s say, oh, my gosh, me too. I have been trying to figure this out. And I also want to say and humility, we know that a lot of people have figured out a lot better than we are out there.

And so if you’re listening to this, too, and you say, oh, my gosh, like I hear you guys talking about this, you’re missing this entire section of the market or you you’re not thinking about this the right way. This great book, there’s this great speaker, whatever, whenever, gosh, we are learning every day, we are learning every single day and we know so little. And the Holy Spirit has been moving in the world of investing for thousands and thousands of years. And so please reach out, reach out to Andrew, reach out to me, reach out to Henry. Let us know what you’re seeing out there and if there’s ways that we could be helpful and encouragement to fan the flames of what God is doing in your sphere or something you see that’s important to you. And you think it’s important to the kingdom of God, please reach out to us.

Henry Kaestner: Super was mentioning again, I don’t want to belabor the point, but unfortunately, at this time the marketplace is only available for accredited investors. There are just different rules about how you talk about investments with different segments of society. And yet we know that all segments, all folks have an opportunity to be intentional about their faith. There’s a great group called Kingdom Advisors. It’s out there of people who are serious about their faith, who advise clients. And it’s a great place to get started for those that are in a broader segment of society. And then the other thing is, is that as you look at this or any other investment, to be able to go through it with a professional to make sure that this is something that is right for your family is really important. And that’s not what we are. Again, we’re about a movement and we are about celebrating some of the advances that we’re seeing in the space and some of the players in the some of their stories. But the role of an investment advisor superimportant, we just want to encourage you to that end as well. Andrew, it’s awesome having you on the podcast. William, bring us to close.

William Norvell: Let’s do it. We love to close with the word of God is our listeners know. And so, Andrew, we’d love to invite you into that conversation. Where does God have you today or in this season? What part of his word may be coming alive to you in a unique way here during this time of your life? We’d love to invite you to share that with our audience.

Andrew Firman: Such a good question. Yeah, this is a meditation I have to continually wrestle with in my heart is out of Isaiah. Forty eight, verse seventeen eighteen. It says this is what the Lord says. Your Redeemer, the holy one of Israel. I am the Lord, your God and teaches you what is best for you. Who directs you in the way you should go. If only you had paid attention to my commands, your peace would have been like a river. Your wellbeing like the waves of the sea. And I think what that reminds me of continually is everything in scripture. Every command that the Lord gives us has always, throughout history been for our greatest joy. And I think so often we think of the Christian life. If you think back to youth group days of a list of things that you can’t do, and that’s just not what the gospel presents and presents this journey that is filled with joy. And so even when I think about what we’re doing, I think that’s the promise I want to remind people of, is we’re not inviting you in on a journey of things you can’t do. But we believe we’re inviting you on a journey that has greater joy as you’re able to see how the law works on this earth. So that is a meditation that is continually on my heart because I continually forget. But I think I also remember that we serve a good, kind, loving and patient on.

William Norvell: Amen Amen, thank you so much for joining us, everyone listening. Feel free to reach out to Andrew at faith driven investor ERG if you want to learn more about some of the offerings of the marketplace or explore this in any specific way. So thanks for joining us. Thanks for listening. Grateful for you. Grateful for the ministry and just grateful for everyone listening. Amen Amen. Andrew, thank you. William, thank you. God bless you all.

Episode 49 – The Future of Service Companies with Michael Arrieta

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Today’s guest is Michael Arrieta, the CEO and Founder of Garden City Companies. And while normally, we try to introduce you to our guests, for today, you should read you something that Mike wrote himself: 

“At Garden City, we’re reimagining existing service companies by ensuring workers are radically cared for and truly love their jobs. Service companies where innovation & technology is the norm. My hope is that decades from now thousands of service workers are thriving and together we built the future of service companies.” 

That’s his mission, that’s his vision. Listen in as he walks us through how God led him to where he is today…


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It is more about financial returns. For us, it is about true impact and that is our purpose. That’s our ethos. That’s what makes us tick. So the reason why we exist is for our purpose, right. Which is to honor God and to enrich the lives of working class service workers.

Henry Kaestner: Welcome back to the Faith Driven Entrepreneur podcast, and I want to set the stage a little bit, faith driven investing, of course, is about Christ followers coming to understand that there’s an opportunity for them to steward their investment capital in a way that advances God’s kingdom, the traditional method. And if this is video, you’d see what I’m talking about here. But in my left hand, I have making investments in Goldman Sachs and in Maverick and Greenspring instead of trying to make as much money as you possibly can over here on your left hand. And then to the extent that an investor understands the biblical message of generosity, then over on their right hand, they try to give away as much as possible. Well, this movement that you found yourselves in a podcast on is about the fact that we believe that the very process of investments might accomplish many of the ministry goals that we’d otherwise just relegate towards giving in this industry we found ourselves in. We have all sorts of different players across, all sorts of different asset classes, all sorts of different geographies. We have real estate. And if you go back into the podcast archives, you’ll see some great real estate conversations. You’ll find conversations with people onshore here domestically. You’ll find people all over the world. And you also have different types of people running different types of funds. I often tell people, especially as we launch this faith driven investor marketplace where we highlight a lot of individual angel deals that are super exciting. Let us know if you’re an accredited investor, want to get access to that. But most people who are waiting in the faith driven investing need to look at funds.

And today we’re talking to a fund manager, somebody whose job their vocation is to go out there and find great investment opportunities that have spiritual integration and have you participate in what they’re doing as God is honored in the different communities that they’re at now. Of those fund managers, not only do you have different types of asset classes and different types of geographies, but you have different types of fund managers. Some amount of what we’ve done in the past is talking to people like Frank Chin at Andreessen Horowitz, who has Andreessen Horowitz, one of the biggest funds out there, and Frank talks about how he brings his faith to work in what is otherwise a very secular world of Silicon Valley. And how he looks to be a faithful witness is he loves on his portfolio companies. We’ve had, of course, Terry Stephens from Founders Fund that invested in some of the biggest deals ever alongside of Peter Thiel. And he talks about how his faith informs contrarian view of investing. And to some extent, there’s some amount of retrofitting in the industry. And these are people who are established fund professionals who are going back in to look at their funds and say, how do I bring in and how do I weave in spiritual integration and what we’ve been doing for decades. On the other side, you have a group of successful business people that have said, gosh, there’s an opportunity to get out there and to have funds that would invest in companies and industries like. I know. And I’m going to start Denovo. I don’t have to worry about retrofitting a fund or an industry. I’m going to go ahead. I’m going to start things out with my new fund, exactly how I’d like to have them intended, completely consistent with my faith. That’s going to be something that’s a driver for me from the beginning. And it is Mike Arietta from Garden City that fits into that latter category. So, Mike, awesome to have you. Thanks for being with us. Thanks, Hennery. First time caller, longtime fan.

So, Mike, you’ll know from having listened before that we try to get really good understanding of the history in the story. Who is the person we’re interviewing before we get into what you do? So give us some background. What’s your story? Who are you? Where do you come from?

Mike Arrieta: Yeah, sure. In regards to who I am, I’ll answer that question by saying that a couple of years ago, I read Pat Gelsinger, his book called The Juggling Act, and it encouraged me to come up with a life mission statement of who I am. So I’ll just recap that Mike Arietta is a beloved son of Christ, knowing that there’s nothing I can do to earn more of his love. I’m a faithful and loving husband to my wife, Veronica. I’m a presence and engage father to my two little kids, Olivia and Lucas. I’m a loyal friend to my family and community. And lastly, I try to keep it. Lastly, not first and foremost is I work to make a big internal impact on the world through business.

Henry Kaestner: So that’s who I am. I don’t William, we’ve done hundreds and hundreds of these. I don’t think anybody’s done that as crisply is. That was definitely one of the preparation of word to start out on a bar that I may borrow, that I may end up saying that my kids are Olivia and Lucas. Oh, was that good? Okay. All right. So tell us about tell us about your growing up, your faith journey as you grew up in a Christian home. Has faith always been a part of your life? Bring us through and maybe take us through your to your first work experience.

Mike Arrieta: Sure. Sure. Great question. I was the first of my family actually born here in the States. So my two older sisters and my parents, they were all born in Puerto Rico. So I’m I’m Puerto Rican.

Henry Kaestner: Did you know that my grandmother grew up in Puerto Rico? You probably didn’t know that. But we share that kind of. Yes.

Mike Arrieta: With disciplinary cases. You’re Puerto Rican.

Henry Kaestner: So I am Puerto Rican. Yes, my grandmother grew up in Puerto Rico, spoke Spanish, and I am. Yeah, absolutely.

William Norvell: And if this was a video podcast, our listeners would be more surprised by that fact.

Henry Kaestner: I don’t look very Puerto Rican, but nonetheless, my grandmother did indeed grew up in Puerto Rico.

Mike Arrieta: Should we do the next phase driven investor conference in Puerto Rico?

Henry Kaestner: I love to do that. I love the old San Juan. Absolutely. I love that place.

Mike Arrieta: So you’re probably more Puerto Rican than I am because I was raised in South Florida my whole life. I had two very hardworking parents who did their very best to provide for my two sisters and I. There was always food on the table and we always had a roof over our head. We were raised in a Catholic church the way probably ninety nine percent of Puerto Ricans and Hispanics are. So we have the fear of God to kind of God somewhere way up high. I don’t know where that way of high is way up there, but we never had an intimate daily relationship of walking with the Lord. And so it was purely a Sunday morning thing. You know, you go get your little wafer and you dress up and you go back home afterwards and then you resume life. Right. So it started and stopped there on Sundays. We moved 10 times and about 18 years growing up on the same kind of town due to our financial situation. My father worked a ton of jobs. He started selling Flon like the Puerto Rican or Cuban. Yeah. You know, he started selling Flon, that kind of of cards. And he worked at Home Depot just in the warehouse. And then I started selling timeshares, worked in furniture store. My mother worked in a retail store, just hourly worker to make matters more difficult. My father had very severe health conditions his whole life growing up since he was two years old, particularly Type one diabetes. He worked around the clock, you know, came home after I was sleeping already ten, eleven o’clock every night. So the constant theme around our home was financial stress, which, you know, in a hard working family automatically leads the marital issues. So they constantly fought and eventually they got separated by the grace of God. They came back together. But that was it kind of growing up, you know. So I’m very grateful for my family, for my parents and looking back. But looking back, my youth was pretty difficult to zero in on myself. I was never a good athlete. Pretty terrible. It was never a 4.0 students. I’m confident that if yes, all my teachers, which of the students they were most worried that would do something meaningful with their life, I’m pretty sure I would be at the bottom of the list. I was just rebellious. I challenged everything. I did not like to be in control, which now that I know I’m an eight on the anagram, it speaks a lot of that at a young age. However, I started realizing that I was naturally really gifted at selling. I was a good salesperson. I just came naturally to me. I would go buy something from someone next door and sell it to someone down the street for fifty dollars more. I would ask my dad to do a garage sale and I would have a whole strategy of how I’m going to sell my Nintendos and only sell that for an inexpensive price. We get a lot higher prices for the games or for the controllers, right? I would buy a little Caesars box for five dollars a pizza box. I bring a knife to school and cut them up into 16 slices and make it three hundred percent return at lunch on a couple of boxes. Right. I would buy baseball cards, Pokemon cards, Beanie Babies and figure out which shops wanted what based on the geography that they were in. So I was a sales guy, you know.

Yeah, that was it. And then the three things really in my life, I would say, were sales, as I just mentioned of the second one was service workers. I was just surrounded by hard working working class people like my family who are trying to do their best to stay alive or survive. But they really didn’t have any dignity or purpose or fulfillment or any calling. It was purely just a paycheck. And probably the third theme was I was obsessed. It’s really weird.

I think boring is so sexy. Right. William and I have talked about this for a while, but service companies have always been obsessed with learning about car washes and furniture store deliveries and dry cleaners and restaurants. I was naturally drawn to them. And so all that was kind of it that I was drawn to.

Henry Kaestner: So coming back to the born and natural salesperson, when I think about all the different organizations that are really focused on being able to be a sales guy, I guess maybe when I was growing up about encyclopedias, sales people, but then very quickly, that was eclipsed by the cutco knives vector marketing. If you’re a sales guy, like kind of the best form for you was to go work at Fekter Marketing, Cutco Knives, and you did that. And so I think about this is like the job for salesmen. And you were like the salesman of all salesmen where you ranked like number one in the country or something crazy.

Yeah. Yeah, it was, yeah. So how many how many nice sales people were there. Are there there bunch. There’s a fifty thousand I think. Yeah it’s that’s, that’s, that’s pretty good. That’s pretty good.

William Norvell: It’s really helpful. One of my best friends was number twenty four along to. And every time he starts bragging about it and he knows Mike, we all went to the same church, I’m like, Yeah, but it sucks for you. I know Mike like, this is not impressive. Like, what is number 20?

Henry Kaestner: Yeah, I bought some nice from Cutco. Great night. OK, so tell us about that. Probably half of our audience has heard of cocoanuts. Tell us about your experience there and what you learned about yourself and what you learned about selling short.

Mike Arrieta: One of the most difficult parts of my story. It was I had a severe stutter problem and I still do. So today. I manage it better. But it turned out to be the biggest blessing of my life because I was granted a state grant by Governor Jeb Bush, which provided me the opportunity to get out of the public school system and go into the private school system. And so my greatest disability became my greatest blessing. Mean that’s where I met my best friend Protagoras, you know, when I was 12 years old. And so I was able to get this huge benefit of experience and a whole new world, this world where I gain older mentors that I looked up to, my friends, parents. Right. I saw the way they live, where they went to college or professional careers. And I just wanted to be like them. It reminds me of that podcast you had Reggie Joyner and Chris Naib that they were talking about were kids in poverty. Don’t make it out of poverty because of education and talent. Two out of every three make it out because of the adults in their life who help them take the next step, what to do and where to go. Right? Yeah, it was my Zach story. My father got very sick and pancreas transplant, kidney transplant, dialysis. My mother got breast cancer. I felt calling to help and ease the burden. So I asked a friend of mine’s father, he said, start selling cutco knives. It’s been around since like the 40s and you could kill it and make a great amount of money. And so I started doing it. So I woke up every morning and I made cold calls. I ask teachers, go to the bathroom and make cold calls during lunch, make phone calls.

Henry Kaestner: You made Kolka, you left class. You do cold calls from the bathroom.

Mike Arrieta: Oh, it’s crazy. I used to have a schedule that I would know. Today’s Wednesday. I asked my math teacher on Monday to go to the bathroom so I could do it again today. But I can’t do it tomorrow because I can pick up on me. So I’d have this little puzzle of knowing which teacher I would go to the bathroom and what they said to pick up on me. Unbelievable. Yeah. So it was my first real job. I had to succeed. I felt like at least I told myself that. So success was the only option. Failure was not. And so yeah, my back was against the wall. I think your true colors showing your backs into the wall and just something came natural to me. I had a big vision. I didn’t get Bob. I had persistence, perseverance. I had a big vision. I built rapport very naturally. I wasn’t scared to ask for the order. I focused on value, which in cutco value is recommendations and the long game rather than just a transaction. So I don’t care about selling Henry. I rather much so have Henry refer me to William and everyone else, ten of his friends around town, rather than just because I know long term I’ll always have something to eat first if I just focus on the sale and I run out of recommendations now I’m only eating for a day rather than a lifetime.

Henry Kaestner: I’m OK. Bridges through obviously setting up a fund and you haven’t set up a fund to invest in more mature businesses. You said boring. Boring is the new sexy. Williams says that a lot as well. But you didn’t go from knives to starting a fund, so bring us up to speed. You worked as chief of staff at some really, really important businesses. Tell us about your career and more established business. And I shouldn’t say more established somebody from Cutco. Can you hear me right now and think differently? But tell us walk us through your career, please.

Mike Arrieta: Yeah, after college, I went to Silicon Valley and joined a company that the CEO did a recap on called Lies. He gave me an opportunity, which is a great reminder of me to give people opportunities. He said, Alexander the Great Conquer the World in nineteen twenty one. I have high expectations. You’re two years late. Yeah, exactly. Exactly. And so we got acquired by Dell about a year later. At that point in time was the largest payout I’ve ever seen. Right. And I thought that’s the point, that I would be content and happy and have purpose and say I made it. I’ve never felt so empty my entire life. Right afterwards, I got the opportunity to be the chief of staff for the cloud group at Dell. I was traveling all around the world going to World Economic Forum in Davos every year, and I’ve never felt so empty inside. My best friend Brett Haggler calls me and tells me he just got baptized in Atlanta and invites me on a trip to Haiti. And then that’s where my Life 2.0 started. I became a believer in 2013, and that’s really where I started to live on the scales off my eyes and saw the world in a way like I never had before. I was able to love and see and experience in a way that before was no longer I truly Christ who lives and still lives in me. And it was amazing. I started following him that year and I never look back since. That’s where I met William right when I became a believer running the gates there. And so after that, twenty fourteen was a big year for me. I got married. We start a new story charity and I joined this company called DocuSign and I became the chief of staff then at DocuSign to the CEO there. And I was there for six years. We grew the company from one hundred and seventy five people and so I left in February of this year. We were about five thousand people now and the chief market cap of about 40 billion dollars. And yeah, it was a tremendous opportunity. And I realized none of it has to do with our own ability. But really got favorite was with my involvement with it.

Henry Kaestner: So Mike is really interesting. I mean, when you look at a company like DocuSign, Dell Time in Silicon Valley, DocuSign, having that type of growth, one hundred and seventy five employees of five thousand or whatever the case is, that seemed very, very different than where you really feel called now to be involved in kind of more traditional businesses that are presumably growing slower than that, growing profitably, but slower than that. But tell us about what you learned in those six years and how it informs the way you think about your career now.

Mike Arrieta: Yes, during those six years, especially when the chief of staff plays the role spans across the entire organization. Right. So you’re doing M&A integration, equity, fund raising, international expansion, launching your products, recruiting and everything in between. It’s like a little mini CEO role, which I just loved so much. And during my last tenure there, when I was operating a business unit, I missed having a holistic view of the business. Right. I liked actually being one inch deep and a mile wide rather than just one mile deep. And so I was really reading this book called Garden City February of twenty eighteen.

And it just talked about how when God created the world and in it he made us in his image to thrive, prosper and flourish, and he made us to labor and co create alongside him so we could get the kingdom of heaven and we could bring it on to earth and say it is good, it is good. And that’s just really spoke to me about thinking about people like my father and like my family to say how come they have not experienced that kind of culture or that sort of environment here in the city as it will be in heaven. So what would it look like if we met those people? Were there wrath, which is in the marketplace, in those service companies? What if we actually invested in those companies, service companies? And once we were investors, majority investors, we would have the opportunity to build a kingdom culture so we would radically pursue the enrichment of working class through culture. We would enable the business to make it beautiful and modernized and reimagine. And then lastly, we would help them with sales and create new technologies out of the business and everything else in between. So that’s where the vision came in.

William Norvell: We also McWilliam, jump in. That’s awesome. We’ll put that in the show, notes John. Mark Colmer, amazing book. Weingarten’s You Stole the copyright from him and double-Check, that one. But it’s an amazing book. My Faith and ERG starter pack is usually ten killers, every good endeavor. And John Mark Combers, Garden City. I think it’s a great head and heart combo pack. And John Mark really does an amazing job. He’s a guest pastor at the church. Mike and I went at Mike and I met as part of the random Alabama people that happened to be wandering around San Francisco crowd and someone ran into him. And as usually happens, they say, oh, I know a guy that went to Alabama, you should meet him. And I remember that little restaurant off of the street in San Francisco. There we grab a drink and then started, you know, along for. A ship that went through church, that went through Huxley, which we didn’t talk about in the news story in the Garden City, and it’s been tough on brother, it’s been a ton of fun to watch what God has done in your life, but mostly in your heart and in your relationships with Veronica and everyone around you. OK, so excited about Garden City. I know you’re very particular with your phrases, as we saw from your opening, and I know that’s something I always love hearing from you about. And so I want to talk to you about a couple of the terms you use to describe Garden City and let our audience into that, because I know you’re so thoughtful with what each word means. You say on your website, you say in your talks that you are purpose driven, holding company. Walk us through that. And I also know you did a lot of diligence. I want you to walk us through what it means and then why you chose that model.

Mike Arrieta: Sure. Purpose driven goes to exactly what Henry first started with in regards to it is more about financial returns for us. It is about true impact. And that is our purpose. That’s our ethos. That’s what makes us tick. So the reason why we exist is for our purpose. Right, which is to honor God and to commercialize the working class service workers.

Right. In terms of holding company, why do we choose the holding company model? For a few reasons. One of the reasons is shared services. Right? We believe that once we have a good amount of companies in the portfolio, we could be of value add to the portfolio companies by providing the back offices such as our marketing, legal finance, so that they could focus on what they do best. Right, which is providing the actual service and the operations instead of the office stuff which typically box them down. The other reason why we did a holding company model is because we want to share best practices across the companies. But the probably the biggest reason as to why the holding company model is we were not called to do a fund or a fund had an end life. Right. So most funds have a typical year structure of three to five to seven years with a couple of years extension. Right. That’s the way typically fund models exist, especially buyout models. There’s an impending event that you’re being forced to embrace regardless of the performance of your portfolio companies. Right. So in that ticking time bomb comes in, you’re seven years out. So we sat on it for about two years to say what is our approach that when we make investments, we have no outside selling date, so we have a permanent horizon? Right. So we basically modeled it of saying we buy companies and we have the ability to hold them forever.

Right. We never have to sell how that goes.

William Norvell: So that’s one of those things that I hear. And I go, OK, that sounds really great. It’s a fantastic model. I think we’ve already mentioned this your first time. I know you’re not calling it a fund, but fund manager or first time operator of an investment vehicle. Right. Let’s some of our investors. How did that track go out on the trail, raising the money for it? What were the pushbacks to it? What were the critiques? What were the wins? What do people find exciting? What do people not find exciting? Just walk us through how the journey went.

Mike Arrieta: I love these deep, tactile questions. It’s kind of what matters most and put meat on the bone. So, William, there’s I mean, baby boomers started more businesses than ever before in our country’s history. You know, you wrote the search on paper at Stanford, right. And they were the most entrepreneurial generation. Now they’re all in their 60s and 70s and they need to figure out something to do with their baby. I mean, business. Right. And so they got to figure out something to do with their business. Their son became an architect. Their daughter became a nurse, and they run an eight track business. What are they going to do? Right. They’re getting older by the day. The years are taken away. They don’t have a succession plan. They don’t have a liquidity plan right now. You would say private equity funds, private equity funds are typically too large to ever entertain deals in this one to five million dollars of EBITA. Right. They cannot put enough money to work in there. There are some lower middle market funds, but for the most part, they do not like to play in there. So you have a lot of onesies. And these players like great search funders or independent sponsors. Right. But in terms of committed pools of capital, that you can make multiple acquisitions. Right. And you’ve committed pool ready to deploy. It’s very rare to have committed capital in the lower middle market. So what we do is we raised thirty five million dollars from all mission aligned investors and we call down that capital as we find companies to acquire. Once we called on that capital into that company, we take a majority stake targeting anywhere between 60 and 80 percent. We like the owner to hold some equity and do a roll over. It shows us that they still believe in the future of the business. It also still keeps them as part of the team, which we believe is sacrosanct. So now that we have the business, that means we now have control of 70 percent of the cash flow that comes out every year. So this business is already making money, right? So let’s say we bought a business for two million dollars of EBITA. Well, we bought it at four times EBITA. That typically means it’s going to take is four years to get back our investment. That means starting in year five, now we profit two million dollars with no growth. And you’re 60 million. You’re 70 million. You’re at 80 million. Right. That’s the whole model. We buy existing profitable business at a couple times. Iveta, we call our investors capital. Our investors get paid back in a couple of years. And then once our investors get paid back, here’s a big question. How do they make money? We split ongoing distributions in terms of the percentages to investors and to Garden City, and we do that in perpetuity. So it’s more like a yield play. It’s more like a dividend play. If you’re familiar with the commercial real estate investment. Right, that it’s mailbox money, as I call it, it just keeps coming. And as a company compounds and grows, it makes roll ups and tuck in acquisitions or builds new technologies. The checks in the mail get bigger and bigger, so there’s no reason to sell. If you’re investing in Garden City, it’s because you’re OK with the model that we’re going to buy and grow and hold and you’re going to get distribution in the mail rather than when we sell this in five or seven years, because that is not our model.

William Norvell: Let’s get in. And I love what you’re highlighting there because it’s so good, right? There are different models for different people, both what God put inside them like you. And you want to dig into a company for 20, 30 years or so and investor basis who want to be a part of that. And that can be part of their portfolio. Right. I think one of the things we talk about a lot on this is especially the faith driven investment space. There’s not always right and wrong. There’s just different. And God is calling us all to different things. There’s nothing inherently, quote unquote, wrong with the 10 year fund.

Right. It just does mean you will do different things with those companies. You will use debt differently. You will look at growth differently. And to make sure that if you go to work for one of those places or decide to start one, that you understand the trade offs you’re making and understand what you’re going be able to say to these business owners. And on that, furthermore, you made another decision.

You have focused on the southeast specifically. So you have taken the chance. And you said, you know, I actually think God is even I don’t put words in your mouth.

You tell me if you feel like it’s a calling or if it’s just a good business opportunity or both. Tim Keller says ability, affinity and opportunity. But you’ve intentionally focused on that niche, saying this is where I want to build Garden City in the southeast. Walk us through how you came to that meeting and how that story played a little bit on the investment trail. And and if that got people excited or if they invested, even though they’re nervous of that, but they still believe in you or anything like that.

Mike Arrieta: Sure. Sure. Yeah. So really, Garden City, it’s like Berkshire Hathaway meets ServiceMaster, right? That’s the way that we see it is we like the approach that Warren Buffett takes by with no intention of selling. Right. Keep things very simple, especially on diligence. Right. Keep your team nimble. Allow them greater autonomy to do what they do. That’s the reason why you’re buying those, because they did something right. So don’t break it then. Also, ServiceMaster, where we love those service companies, as we mentioned, they’re very fragmented in nature, right. That they need some professional misandrist, great opportunities for efficiencies and everything else of that sort and then mix in a culture with Silicon Valley technology enablement. That’s kind of a four legged stool there. But to answer your question about the Southeast, personally, I wanted to focus on the Southeast because I’ve heard horror stories over two years of Prain into the insurance business about how demanding private equity is when it comes to diligence and business development. To me, as I mentioned, to start off with my mission statement, the second most important thing for me is to be loving to my wife and to be present engaged to my children. I knew that if we bought companies in California or Washington or anywhere else, it’s longer. Flights longer or earlier or later calls more time on the road. And so I made the decision up front to say we focus on Southeast. I could go to Birmingham, I could be back the same night. I go to Kentucky and be back the same night. So it was more of a personal thing for my kids family night for the longevity. Second reason is has the largest density of service companies in the entire country and it has the largest density as well of retiring business owners. There’s more baby boomers. They go to the southeast than anywhere else. Right. We also have great seasonality so we don’t shut down for the winter, unlike the Northeast. And then lastly is our network, our network of investors are primarily in the southeast. So there’s great referrals that we get on businesses, make it supports as well and deals.

Henry Kaestner: Can you give us an example? Just walk us through a company that you found what the story was of the founder. Maybe you can speak into the spiritual integration of the companies.

Mike Arrieta: Well short. Two examples. One, I’ll say that the owners and secular owner and the second one, he’s a believer. Right. So the first example of the owner, that is a secular owner, they own a children’s sports camp company. So this company does sports camps all year long. You did about five hundred sports camps that fifteen thousand kids went through last year. He’s. Older and he started this business because he was an assistant baseball coach at a university and he had to make supplemental income, so he started the sports camps 13 years ago. He’s getting older. He no longer wants the calls, the emails. He wants to retire. He realizes his own shot clock. His brother had a brain aneurysm. Right. It made him realize how precious and short life is. Right. And he’s willing to sell at a multiple of a couple of years ahead to get this off of this place so we would engage with him. And on that example, we would figure out which of our advisors are skilled in the sports arena. Right. We would invite them in on that diligence process and we’d say, you know, this is way better than we do. What should we look out for? What are they telling us? That’s true. What are they telling us it’s not true? Or are they not telling us that they don’t know about their own business? Right. And then we put together an offer to see if that works. That was, you know, Henry, it’s months and months of cultivation and there is no impending event for them to sell. Right. When you’re dealing with an investment banker or broker, those are companies that have a for sale sign in front of your front door. They’re willing to sell right now. When you deal with what we’re looking for, proprietary deals, it’s cultivations, building trust of money over time. So that’s one example of a company that has no spiritual integration that we told them, hey, we believe in chaplains, OK? The Senate uses chaplains, airport chaplains, teams, police chaplains. They are so value add every human deals with financial circumstances, marital circumstances, work circumstances. What is the downside of having someone who’s going to love on our people with nothing to gain or return? That’s my permission only. So that’s something that as majority investors, we would want to institute. We want to institute a new training to focus on how the pursuit of excellence. We want to focus on integrity. We want to focus on having fun. We want to focus it on a bunch of things that to us, we call that honoring God. They don’t have to be believers. Right. They do need to agree with the ethos that we have on what it looks like to have a humble pursuit of excellence. Right. Got it. So that’s example. And then there’s other examples that people are already believers and they already have a head, that they may already have a chaplain or have Bible studies. Right. Or tithe out of their profits and so forth. So there’s a wide variety of them.

William Norvell: Well, if Henry’s first love language is telling you his podcast is great, his second, his corporate chaplaincy. So I love chaplains. You are just you are just knocking it out of the park today, Mike. Well, you just you gave a great pitch for it.

Mike Arrieta: I’ll be honest. All the chaplains I was not very passionate about chaplaincy until I experienced it firsthand at a company that we did an on site with. I heard verbally what the benefits were of chaplaincy, but until you experience it firsthand, you could never truly understand and comprehend the impact and the value that it has.

Henry Kaestner: Yeah, I think you did a good job of setting up why you do this. You know, as people if you love unfocussed and it’s something they opt into. And when we roll out chaplaincy at bandwidth, we had a couple of people, senior people in the company saying, listen, we know that you guys are really serious about your faith. I think that’s a little bit too over the top. And when we decided, of course, to continue with it. But when we introduced Jeff, who was our first corporate chaplain, we said, you know, we’ve got a ten thousand dollar bonus for those of you who adopt a child.

But I wouldn’t presume that any of you feel pressure to adopt a child. Right. And so same type of thing here. This is a benefit. It’s there for you to use. And as you ever find any opportunity or need to talk to somebody, know that it’s something you can do and you do it off site. But ultimately, you know enough about our family and our ethos, our foundational values of faith first and family, then work in fitness. We want you to be able to bring your whole selves to work. And if you have to check who you are as a spiritual person at the door, we’re not getting all of you. And that’s just going to be just seeing you as a person in black and white. So we want to be able to afford this to you as something for you to be able to see as a resource. So I love that you’ve picked up on that. And you’re right, you got to experience it. Some of the guys that had pushed us back on bringing on board corporate chaplains ended up becoming some of the biggest believers because they saw the way that these chaplains were able to love on people, on their teams.

Mike Arrieta: As an investor, our responsibility is to be stewards of our investors capital, and that is stewards, both impacts and financially. Right. I believe investing in chaplains through corporate chaplains of America what not that is a financial ERG you could quite literally calculate because you can say, well, what is the retention of this business pre and post? What is the employee satisfaction? How does that translate to customer satisfaction? I visited a dear friend of mine’s company in South Florida, best roofing company. The gentleman’s name is Greg Wallach. He’s had a chaplain there for the past 13 years. I was there in the morning when he did a little quick message to all the roofers, and I had a one on one with the chaplain afterwards. He told me I have four hundred employees that are there. About one hundred and seventy have put their faith in Christ.

And out of that, every time he speaks, his meetings are booked up about two weeks out because there’s such a high demand from people and we love him Amen as we’re coming near close.

William Norvell: I want to switch to this. You have a very interesting as we’ve gone through this, a very interesting. Niche and and focus, and it’s really cool to see how that’s come together manifested itself in Garden City. I know just personally, because we’ve talked a little bit that you found some other people and I guess we’ll call cultural investors for lack of a better term. That also called the vision that maybe had experienced something similar through their own life and journey and maybe the impact they have been able to have on a community. And a Drew Brees, for instance, was one who I think probably really just looking outside in. Right. I mean, what he was able to bring after Katrina to that place, I assume was a big part of why he emanated with your vision. But could you talk us through a few of those cultural investments? Have they been an encouragement to you, maybe some of the stories they’ve shared to sort of put some wind in your sails? Because, as we all know, there’s still a tough journey finding companies to buy as hard work and it doesn’t come easy. And you hear, as you know in your life here, a lot more no’s than you hear yeses in this job.

Mike Arrieta: Yeah, for sure. You’re smiling because you’re sure it’s such a messy, messy world, but it’s beautiful. At the same time, we’ve been very blessed.

It’s funny, William, we’ve known each other now for probably 10 years or a little bit less. And, you know, as an entrepreneur, you’re constantly thinking of things to start, right? You’re always thinking of things to start. But when the Garden City vision came to me on February 20th of twenty eighteen, I knew something different. It was this wind behind my sails. The doors were opening and I knew that we were on a high speed train that was never going to slow down. I knew that it was just a matter of time that God was going to launch us. And I think a big question mark on that was, well, will the investment come through right? First time fund folks in the lower middle market. Will the investment come through? And God has just flooded, flooded, flooded Garden City with Favre, financial Favre from missional and investors. So as mentioned, we’ve now raised thirty five million dollars. We have to criteria’s for all of our investors. One is, are the mission aligned? Right. Ninety five percent of them declare their faith in Jesus. They’re strong believers, right. The other five percent, they are totally aligned. They would love to see the Garden of Eden come into our cities. And then second of all, are they willing and able to be value add? So are they giving us the green light that they will help us in any which way or form introductions, diligence, whatever else it may be? And so they’ve all agreed to that. So, one, it helps us build credibility when we’re talking to businesses like we were talking to a company right now in New Orleans. And I was like, oh, well, Drew Brees is one of our investors. And they’re like, Drew Brees is one of our investors. Are you kidding me? Like, can we quickly go to management on site right now and invite him for Joe? And of course, I tell him that if we’re talking to a company in Raleigh, North Carolina, that Henry Gates, there’s one of our investors and they say, you got to be kidding me. Can we have lunch right now? The Henry Gates or you come to our lunch, right? Oh, my God.

William Norvell: Look, whenever you get to Florence, Alabama, I’m your guy just throwing it out there. I don’t have a lot of pull a lot of places. But I’m your guy.

Mike Arrieta: Exactly. Exactly. We’ll do a whole campaign there in Florence, but they give us good deal flow. They give us great wisdom. They introduce us to strategic people for the investments. They help us with diligence. Like I mentioned, the sports camp deals. So we have great people like Pat Gelsinger at VMware. Right. Maggie Walter. She’s a chairman of DocuSign, Lyft, Tiboni, HP, Tannebaum. I mean, she’s amazing. Just Korell in Kentucky. They’re Horde Chelsy from the Ritz Carlton. Right. The gentleman Lecrae more than you guys. I just interviewed a Grammy Award winning rapper. So just a whole variety of people.

William Norvell: Amen brother, nice cross production value. You gave us their go listen to FDE Lecrae and been Wilsher. Unbelievable.

Great story that Brett Haggler. We’ve had Brett absolutely Paramjit and Marshalsea. That’s right.

That’s right. You’re just you’re just you’ve just given us free publicity now, Mike. And well, and we take that to be very clear. We we happily accept that. Unfortunately, Mike, we do have to come to a close. And it’s always a sad time when I have to come to a close of the conversation with you. But in this one, we want to invite our listeners into where God is in your life today during the season. It’s always fun for us to see how God’s word is alive and living and transcends generations and thousands of years and from a podcast from someone in Atlanta to someone internationally or even in San Francisco.

And so if you wouldn’t mind sharing with us where God has you in his word and what he may be taking you through and teaching you during the season your life.

Mike Arrieta: I remember when I first moved to Silicon Valley, I was part of this. I actually met you there called legends Kleiner Perkins. And one of my friends and mentors, Joie Chen, told me he was a venture capitalist. And he told me every single day he leaves the office around five thirty. And the reason why he leaves the office of five thirty is because he’s exemplifying exercising his faith.

Right. It takes faith to leave the office at five thirty, go home to dinner with your family and then get back on at nine or whatever else it is. And I asked him. How in the world can you do that, you know, like how can you get the best deals and still provide the best returns? It goes well, if I’m only working just as hard as everyone else. But I’m saying that I’m a believer God’s basically just like a cheerleader for me. But I’m not truly trusting in what faith does it take for me to try to be the best investor but to work just as hard as everyone else? So he pointed me to Daniel, and I never really studied Daniel ever since then and probably never spent some time in it until last week. We had a company that we were about to go into Loai with, and last minute he tells me he gets an offer that’s significantly more than ours. And I had a moment to realize what to do. I could either be like the rest of the world and compete on price alone, which the price is all predicated upon debt. If you’re competing, it’s a secular buyout investor or I exercise my faith and I trust wholeheartedly on God. And so I’ve been reading the book of Daniel like crazy over the past five days. I’ve been studying in such a way of how a man trusted that God would legitimately save him multiple, multiple, multiple times, and how he eagerly prayed for God to intervene in his life and all the circumstances that he found himself in. So I am currently in the season of Daniel and just trust in the Lord like I never have before to get a place to trust.

William Norvell: That’s a good place to trust. Thank you for sharing that with us, brother. Thank you for sharing your time with us. Thank you for sharing your heart with us and in your vision for Garden City and just in just how God has placed you in the new FDE landscape that we’re trying to bring people into. And it’s just such a joy to see the different segments and the different pieces, the God’s pulling together across this landscape.

Thank you for sharing it with us.

Episode 50 – Redeeming the Entrepreneur-Investor Relationship with Jessica Kim

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No one likes to be a part of a dysfunctional relationship. Yet, entrepreneurs and investors can often be on completely different pages with completely different goals and expectations.

Today’s conversation between Henry Kaestner and Jessica Kim gives both sides of the story. Jessica shares how setting unrealistic expectations hurts the entrepreneur’s ability to follow through and the investor’s ability to determine success. And Henry talks about the fundraising side of his entrepreneurial journey and what he now sees from an investor perspective.

Both sides are worth listening. Both sides have a lot to learn. Both sides can do a lot better. So, regardless of whether you’re an entrepreneur or an investor, today’s episode is for you.


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Jessica Kim: How do we not fall into these trends are dynamics that are real, but how do we fight against that and say, OK, let’s treat this as we’re building something together?

I’m looking for a partner when you’re looking for a spouse, right. You don’t posture. And then all eyes on eyes like you’re looking like, what are we going to build together?

Are we aligned on these things? And to get rid of the posturing, because if there is a match there, then that is actually what it’s going to look like. And that’s your greatest chance of actually making it succeed.

Henry Kaestner: Jessica was awesome having you on the podcast a couple of weeks ago, and one of the things that’s really special about you and your story is that you have these unique perspectives of having been an entrepreneur, having advised entrepreneurs, being on the receiving end of fundraising, being able to help entrepreneurs get funding. And one of the topics that we kind of explored a little bit together on the podcast was just this sense of the status of fundraising, the good and the bad and the challenges. And, you know, we talk a lot about different industries and products that need to be redeemed, but we haven’t really talked a lot about what we might do to redeem the fundraising process. You’ve got some really unique experiences and some perspectives, and let’s refine it a little bit together. Let’s start off just with this. Is fundraising broken? Is there things that are challenging about it? Does it need to be redeemed?

Jessica Kim: Yeah, I mean, I don’t think fundraising is broken, but I think the way we approach it, we’re not being very transparent and real about how some of the tensions that exist and rightly so, can make that relationship something based off of distrust or playing games versus transparency and finding a true partner in this venture that you’re trying to create to impact a world. You know, I think it should be aligned right, because entrepreneurs root themselves in especially Christian entrepreneurs. We’re rooting ourselves in love and purpose. And how do we build a sustainable venture to enable people to flourish? And then investors are there seeking for those opportunities and partnering with entrepreneurs, you know, to do this good work while getting a good return. Right. So it seems like that’s great. But then the reality is some of these past can cause tension. And, you know, for example, if we really dig into fundraising process, a big part of it is specifically figuring out the projections. Are we aligned on projections of big opportunity? How are you going to do it? And entrepreneurs want to be realistic in the goals and projections and operational path, because from the entrepreneur perspective, this is the one venture that is going to impact our personal lives. We don’t have a portfolio of many options. This is the one thing that we’re going all in on. But I remember presenting projections in one of these pitches for this, my latest venture, I Unicare, and the feedback was, that’s just not big enough.

That’s not aggressive enough. And I was talking like 30 million, 40 million in four years and it still wasn’t big enough. OK, first four years of being existant, like it wasn’t big enough. And so, you know, there’s this tension that if you don’t present a big enough opportunity, that is that up into the right, you might not even get that meeting because they want from the investor perspective. The reality is, especially for the v.C model, it tends to be I need one or two out of these 10 to really hit it big. So I’m driven to see let’s get them all to try to be that home run because I just need one or two of them, you know, to work at the risk of eight of them failing. And that for me is OK for my model. But there’s a conflict, though, right? And so I think that’s like a tension that I just feel is not something to get upset about because it’s the way those models work. But I think as Christ centered investors and entrepreneurs, how do we reconcile that where we can look at the bigger impact of what we’re creating and also the relationship and see the other person as a human versus my one chance to get a home run or you’re just my vehicle for money. Right. And I think that’s the conversation we should have that we often don’t even talk about those tensions.

Henry Kaestner: That was very, very good. Said it also up and state maybe on the investor side. And then also the entrepreneur said, what are some different practices in different postures that may be unhealthy and kind of give us an overview of that. So on the investor side is a pressure to the entrepreneur and saying you’re not thinking big enough. And so it’s just kind of coming into like why you’re doing what you’re doing. And if you’re not big, then you just you don’t matter it. Or that there is this kind of pressure of, OK, now I’ve given you the money, now you’ve got to grow so I can get one hundred percent markup on my investment. Mark-To-Market in one year and then you need to show me where you going to be able to raise twice the valuation twelve months from now so I can get that show. That’s my partner. So we can raise next one. Or the most important thing is just to expand. It’s just unhealthy things you see from that side. Because what we’re doing, this is a construct and say here’s the reality, these are messed up. Investors have a wrong mindset, but so do entrepreneurs on the other side. They’re trying to create this kind of false thing of scarcity and their fear of missing out. And I want to give you this first look. And then once the investment happens, then maybe there’s not as much transparency because the entrepreneur continues to try to sell the investor on the things are going well because they want to have an insider led round because the optics of how that works. So why don’t you talk from your perspective about things that are messed up from both sides of the equation, then that allows us to go ahead and. Talk about let’s have an alternate vision for the way this works. Yes, entrepreneurs, investors having these open and transparent conversations where the entrepreneur can be vulnerable with the investor because, you know, there can be times that are really, really hard. If you set this whole relationship up at the beginning with his unhealthiness, where you have this dysfunction dysfunctional in the entrepreneur and the investor, and you’re able to find the one place where the dysfunctions can align. So you can transact. Yeah, you still have a relationship based on dysfunction. So three months into it sums going wrong in the entrepreneurs. I can be honest with the investor and the investor is not going to be honest with the entrepreneur. And meanwhile, the investor has already discounted back the growth rate 50 percent. Right. But he doesn’t share that with you. They want to keep the fire like you showed me something they know full well they can hit that. And this unhealthiness, there’s no partnership, is it only to be redeemed? So to riff on that, yeah.

Jessica Kim: I mean, that’s exactly I think ultimately we have to strip everything away from what the world has created in each of those industries. Right. That it’s so natural for us to fall into. And I’ll talk about those. But to then see it as a true partnership, because after the fundraising process is over, you are partners in it. We have different roles and different perspectives, but you are now on the same team. So like, can we let go of all this posturing and these dynamics?

So on the investor side, I mean and I’ve had so many conversations with investors where the fear of missing out the FAMO is actually a real dynamic. Right? Everyone talks to each other and they want to get in on that, whatever however they define as the hot deal. Right. And then if you’re not in that, you’re not even worth my time to meet, even if I do think what you’re creating is a good thing. Right. It’s like I’m just driven because there’s this pressure. I’ve got to go. I’ll get into Haiti. I don’t want to miss out. And that gives me a checkmark of my credibility as a firm or an investor to find the hot deals. And can we just let go of that? But I know it’s a real dynamic. Right. And on the entrepreneur side, it’s like we just want to get a chance to get funded and we want to show, wow, we do think big. I am going to be that unicorn. I’m going to crush Red Bulls over my head and say, yes, I’m the one to do it. And so we present ourselves that way. But in reality, especially people who have done this before, like you just said, Henry, like investors are discounting what they see and entrepreneurs are also discounting like what is realistic for me to achieve because I have to align all the operations to achieve that. And you’ve been our turn out to see of that unique perspective on both sides. Like, we need to actually follow through on that. And the problem with these up to the right, just to get to the meeting and just posture just to get the funding is when that’s all over. I think there’s another tension of, OK, I funded you for that. You’ve missed your numbers, you missed your numbers. And then the next round of funding is at risk. But you’re spending, you know, and running your operations to hit those numbers. And then that’s where I think actually a lot of the statistics of nine out of ten fail. A lot of them is because they can’t get the next round of funding. So that is broken. I think the fundraising process aligned with actually how we operate is broken. And I think we’re missing out on a lot of amazing opportunities to build incredible redemptive ventures because of this posturing in the beginning that we should just all let go of. And so I think that’s our call. That’s our call is how do we not fall into these trends are dynamics that are real, but how do we fight against that and say, OK, let’s treat this as we’re building something together?

I’m looking for a partner. When you’re looking for a spouse, right. You don’t posture and then eyes on your like you’re looking like, what are we going to build together?

Are we aligned on these things? And to get rid of the posturing because if there is a match there, then that is actually what it’s going to look like. And that’s your greatest chance of actually making it succeed.

Henry Kaestner: OK, so you’re an entrepreneur and you understand that there’s something inherently flawed in many interactions that entrepreneurs have with venture capitalists, and it feels to you almost like a necessary evil. I need the capital. I know this is going crazy, but I want to be able to achieve my dreams. And so I want to make some concessions. I’m going to grow a little bit faster than I otherwise would have thought. I’m going to get out there and do more fundraising because I understand that they need this internal markup. And just you end up making these concessions and you end up losing in the process, adding more and more pressure on yourself and your team. And then you end up finding yourself in the system that’s kind of designed to fail because it’s designed to make you want to raise more money so you can go even faster. And it just that’s why the wheels are falling off. So talk a little bit about then what the solution for all this is. So as you’re an entrepreneur and just like, oh, my goodness, I don’t want that to happen to me.

Yeah, I can’t have that. But does that mean now that I’m not going to play the game and so or can I play the game the right way? How do I find somebody who wants to play the game the right way with me.

Jessica Kim: So that’s exactly it. I think it’s finding that match. It’s finding that partner. And when you approach it that way, as opposed to looking at it as just I want that money right. And I’ll do anything just to get that. Yes. To get that money. It’s about one first being very true to yourself as an entrepreneur of saying, like what? What do I see this path as? And what for me personally, for my team, for the venture. And then there are a lot of different funding sources, as we know. Right. We often talk about these, but there’s a lot of different other funding sources and we’re just accelerating prioritizing revenue. But I think it’s also being honest with, OK, if I take money from this source, then I also have to respect their model and what they are investing me in. So if I take this money, which I have very I know what I’m signing up for in terms of I cannot run a lifestyle business for 30, 40 years and expect that to be a good relationship because that doesn’t meet that structure of that investment fund. Right. You know, so you have to align kind of how funding is so strategic and operational. And we often slap it on later after we’ve looked at our sales strategy, our marketing strategy, our hiring strategy. But it’s just as built into the fabric of how you’re going to operate and what your goals are. And so I think it’s like one really understanding what you’re looking for by being honest how you’re going to run and operate. And then it’s, you know, for me, as I pitch, I’m not looking just for the yes, I’m looking for my partner.

So I’m with my strong conviction, sharing how I see this operating, what we are going to be like in thirty five years and where, you know, what does that look like. Right. And then if they push back, that that’s not big enough. And so the way I honestly have done it, it’s like here’s the upside. I mean if nothing goes wrong and this totally takes off, that’s all of our hope because for us then we impact more lives. Right. So it’s rooted in our mission. If it goes up into the right, this is the potential. And that would be incredible. But let me tell you what the realistic thing is, because one telehealth is in flux right now, too. You know, you talk about these trends are the realities of these challenges that we’re going to face and say, so we’re going to knock it down to do this. And then worst case scenario is kind of, you know, if we do these things right. But, you know, the policy changes in this way or someone so get elected in this change then will look like that. So I think that’s a very realistic and transparent way to say, like, OK, here you go with the big vision. This is realistic, but let’s talk about this scenario. And then a lot of times people will say, you know, I don’t think this opportunities for me and now I’m not afraid to say thank you so much. Like, let’s keep in touch, you know, obviously connected for a reason. But if this is your opportunity, then this is not going to be a good relationship to operate together if we’re not sharing our vision and how this is going to look like in three to five years.

Henry Kaestner: OK, so this has been very good for the secular, pragmatic approach, for just thinking about choosing the right partner. Also a good conversation to be able to introduce the concept of how do you think about whether I should be raising money to begin with? And what I’m getting out here is praying and fasting the spiritual discernment process that actually happens before you decide to go down the right route. Too many entrepreneurs just assume I’ve got a company I want to grow it. So I guess I get to raise capital. And I think that Jessica is appropriately talk to us about what happens when you decide. But I think that we need to talk about that ahead of time.

How do we know, of course, that’s wrapped up in a balanced story, balanced story that we went for 40 venturers. Is the problem there was that we didn’t have the right type of spiritual discernment process. We thought we needed to raise money and we would pray before we go to Redpoint or Sequoia or Battery and ask for a twenty million dollar term sheet. But we never really fast and prayed about the process. Should we be raising money? We just assumed we needed to reality. We didn’t need to we never raise venture capital. Yes, we grew we grew the company a little bit slower, but it ended up being the greatest thing ever. And we miss a very important step. So maybe we talk about that in here about how you go through that discernment process to even get to this point that we’re talking about.

Jessica Kim: I mean, I think that’s actually quite fascinating that that was your journey as an entrepreneur and now you’re on the investor side. And so I’m curious to hear also I mean, you’ve been on both sides.

I haven’t been on the investor side. Right.

And so how do you now, knowing what that entrepreneur journey looks like, how do you assess kind of what you see? And like how do you deal with the dynamics that are real dynamics of an investor? Right. Because you need to see a return like that is a huge part of your job. Right. Is to kind of invest some money and get that back, plus some. And so how do you assess kind of how an entrepreneur pitches or what’s big enough or just anything? It’s like I’m curious to see if I were ever on the other side, how I would either be too critical because I kind of know reality of things or I also see vision. I can believe in it, but I don’t how you reconcile that.

Henry Kaestner: So that’s a that’s a great question. Well, as an entrepreneur, you should never raise money from venture capital. If you’re a venture capitalist, everybody should raise money. Now, I’m just kidding. Of course, you know, from my perspective, what I try to do is I try to share my story. You’re here. You’re looking to raise money. I want you to know my story. My story is that I was also in your spot 20 years ago and I was convinced I needed to raise money. As it turns out, I didn’t need to. And so to be clear, we get really excited about coming alongside entrepreneurs and helping them to achieve all that God has laid out in advance for them to do. It’s what we do. It’s our mission. And we think that there’s a very, very valuable role that capital can play. We also think there’s a very valuable role in having people on board with you to get what makes you tick and can help you with things like distribution channels and intellectual property and supply chain management and all those different things that we do. And we get excited about that. And to be clear, that’s important. But what I want to be able to do with you is to be able to help you to understand whether you do need to raise money. And then also this concept of optimal growth rate. Right.

There is a place where there’s the right type of customer acquisition costs, where you come up with a product and people are starting to like it. And that initial wave of early adopters is giving you validation. And so your customer acquisition cost is very low. Those tend to be your most passionate customers. And then your customer acquisition costs remains low because those early adopters become your advocates and they refer more people in. OK, now here’s the challenge. With more capital, you could grow faster, but you can’t outgrow this pace of natural customer acquisition or the customer acquisition cost is lower. At some point in time, you start to force growth. You can buy customers. Those customers, though, those incremental customers are more and more expensive.

And so the question is, is the capital of that I’m going to bring in going to help you along that optimal growth rate. We’re able to go ahead and bring on board all the customers that are able to really value what we’re doing and then to serve them well, or are we going to artificially accelerate our growth, bringing on board customers? We have to buy their costs more money to bring in. And then they’re also more likely to leave us because we had to buy them. They don’t have the same loyalty. They didn’t seek us out. They don’t value the product as much. And then they end up leaving. And that’s where the wheels start to fall off. Because we have left that concept of optimal growth rate. We’re no longer using venture capital to serve the customers who really see our need. We really are solving a problem with them and to serve them well. We should have been here. And Capital can help you to do that very, very well. But if instead we use capital and we just just start to crank up the growth rate a little bit more, because if we can just get another 20 points of growth, then we’re going to be able to go back to the market in 12 months or 18 months. The venture capital is going to be able to get their mark up. And now now we’re cheating the system a little bit. And that’s what we have to watch for. So I as a partner, need to be able to work with the entrepreneur and help them to endeavor to understand, are we raising money for this? This is our natural growth rate or are we artificially contriving something hundred percent?

Jessica Kim: I mean, that what you just shared is exactly what often does not happen in these meetings. And that starts the partnership, even in the conversation of should I raise money? Do you see funding? You know, you’re partnering with them and even thinking through that. But what typically happens in these meetings is like, pitch to me, let me see. And I’m assessing you and judging you and seeing if you’re going to be one of my chances for a homerun. I’m obviously simplifying it in a more of a crass way, but I’m just saying, like, that’s. Basically kind of the dynamic and breaking down kind of you mean just like easing even that first tension and saying, why do you want to raise money? Do you want to. Is it a good thing for your business? Let’s dig in. And through that, you ask about the dynamics and LTV in the cash and all that stuff. And like you work together to even see should we even try to work together? Do you need this? Do we need this kind of partnership that would change? That is a solution like how you answer. I don’t even know if you realized because that’s probably how you operate, but it’s like that doesn’t often happen. So for like, you know, either an entrepreneur or an investor, like, I think it takes both. Right. And I think that’s the conversation. It’s not about saying, oh, entrepreneurs, you should do this. And so often you’re right. I read these articles. I like top five things. Entrepreneurs should do better for investors. And I’m like, my goodness, it is a two way street because that tension and dynamic, if only one person enters it that way, it doesn’t mean the other point is going to receive it that way. And so if we can enter with that posture together, that is what’s going to make it redemptive. I think that’s beautiful and that’s where we need to do the work.

Henry Kaestner: Yes, yes. And then hopefully that type of dialog at the outset of a relationship allows for post relationship, that type of open communication, because that’s a real challenge. The challenge is, from an investor perspective, is that an entrepreneur and it’s not really being honest with me, they’re always continuing to sell me. The things are going well so that I’ll continue to fund them. And if you can start off with that type of honesty and transparency and vulnerability, even if we are praying before our fundraising meetings and praying again about whether we should be fundraising at all and ask God, God help me to find a funding partner that will understand and validate the different challenges I have. Give me the confidence about what you’ve laid out in advance for me to do and help me to be able to share what we’re doing with confidence, to be clear, but also help me to be able to share honestly with the investor what I don’t yet know. Yeah, because you pointed it out and then with that type of match made, then that’s going to be a sign that you’ve got the right type of partnership going forward. So the three months after the investment, when things go wrong and things always do, yes, we already have that type of repartee.

Jessica Kim: Yes. And that becomes a functional partnership. And that’s when you can build something redemptive.